BeGinninG Of tHe End

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

So bored.

I got nothing to do. Havent found a job yet.

At home...all i do is...youtubing...editing my pics...check my friendster...read other people's profile and other people's blog.

Not been eating well lately. And more of sleeping. Ate one once a day and sleep early. Usually i slept usually around 8 0r 10 am. But now...i slept like around 1 am and woke up early in the morning then after i bathe, few hours later i slept again.

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Memories sometimes can be sweet but it also can be sour.

I miss the good old days. From the time of my childhood,primary,secondary and mostly ITE and partly of my national service. Those were the years that you dont have to care about anything except study and getting good grades and most important of all...having fun.

Of all those years, what i like the most is my secondary school times and ITE times.

Secondary where I had my first girlfriend and i totally sucks at it but we're still friends now. And the era of wrestling. HAHA!!! And do some voluleentary work for school and became group leader of TAF club. And i used to be naughty,playful and a joker. Never stop disturbed people.

Then the ITE times. Enter the SERVICE SKILLS course because of some reason which is dumb by the way. But you know what...im glad to school in ITE Bishan because, i have met great friends there and they are girls by the way. Name of girls that i closed with...NISA, SHA, HAWA, FIZA, ADILLAH, YANI, SITI,SYIRAH, ABBY, ANISAH and SAM. The first nine names, is the most crazy girls that I never met before. Loved to make joked with them.
And met special person there and also special kind of bond with someone. Miss those days.

searching for the end @* 9:58 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.