BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, March 25, 2007

It has been weeks since i last updated my blog. Nothing much to update you see. Tomorrow i on leave so if any1 is free and wanna mit, inform me aite?

searching for the end @* 9:03 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

In my nearly 20 years of living, i see alot of 'pattern' of lives that has happened to me and around me.

As for me...my life since childhood still the same. I had a good childhood, but there's always a shortage. But im grateful that i have a rooftop ontop of my head and a rice on my plate.

When i went to thailand...i see that the people there are so poor that their house is self-made. But they so happy with their lives. Even the children. Just played with a single soccer ball they are happy enough. Not lyke us...we have enough wat we nid yet we not satisfied. We just dont appreciate wat we have.

In life...we love our parents and we want to make our parent proud of us. But we somtimes we have to dissapoint them not becoz we want bt its whether we want to make it that way. For example...just now in camp,my fren told me that he oredi dissapoint his parents, and i asked why?. He said that he will not get a license by the end wen he ord. He said he always dissapoint his family. Well i said if he meant to help his family, he's willing to work hard and to have a good conduct. You must have faith in yourself.

Anyting cn happened even you nvr expected it to be. It cn be good and it cn be bad. If its good then thank GOD becoz he's the one who make tings happened. If its bad...you have to take in your stride and hope everything will be alrite. Dont do tings that will make you regrets for the rest of your life or destroyed you. Nobody cn help you. Only you cn help yourself.

There's 2 types of person in this world that is good and bad. Good person will do his good ways to help people and the bad ones telling people to do bad tings or wont listened to people's advices bt he cn becom the good bt he willing to change and work hard and proves to the world that he cn change for the better.

You readers must be wondering why i said all these tings.

Well recently someting had happened to me. It someting that i wouldnt want it to happened. Bt wen it happened it made me realise all these tings. No matter wat happened i will take in my pride.

searching for the end @* 9:36 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Ok...im FREAKING BORED RITE NOW!!!! GOT NOTHING TO DO!!! ARRRGGGHHH!!!

What a bored weekends it has been. Just waiting for next weekends. Hopefully im available.

u know...i miss thailand. Not becoz of 'LEK' uh bt the peaceful surrounding that caught my heart. At there..my mind was peaceful. Bt of coz at there...i miss spore. haha! i miss their food. The crispy sotong!

From morning till now...i've been listening to songs. Later gt to go back to camp. SUCKS MAN!!!

Im freaking bored!!!

A few days ago...i felt that i missing someone. But i dont know who i missed. I asked my mum why do i have this feeling and she said that someone who a long time i nvr seen is missing me. So is it true? Maybe yes well maybe no. Well onli god knows.

Hmm...it thats all.

searching for the end @* 6:35 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Ok it has been a few weeks since i updated my blog. And now i have to blog becoz of SOMEONE has been pestering me to blog. HEEYAK!(karate chop). It just that i've gt nothing to blog more or less i was freaking lazy also. =D

Nothing interesting happened for after i started working last 2 weeks. 8 more months to ORD LOH!!!

Today is saturday and just morning i have to go back to camp for awhile. Got meeting. About 12.30 it ended. Den i went home. Quite bored a few hours later. After ate my lunch around 4 plus...i slept and woke up abt 7.30pm. And now im doin this.

Im freaking bored now. Dont know wat to do now. Haiz.

Aite thats all i can say.

searching for the end @* 7:49 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.