BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, September 30, 2007

IM BORED!!!!

IM STRESS!!!

It just 8 days left before I will be flying off to INDIA.

By next week I should be on leave since I going to ord but...I cant becoz I have to go to another outfield by 20SA(the unit that we're supporting for india),Wednesday to Friday, 3 days 2 nights. I cant believe it.

And some more...still got ord briefing and FFI/Dental/HIV checkups and all these things will be on next week except for the ord briefing should be on last week friday but cancel. Becoz of the outfield...I dont know when have to do all those admin stuff. Thanks CO of 20SA! You have make things worst! F*CK!!!

Advance pay is not in yet! Things to bring for india havent pack yet! AARRGGHHH!!!

Im so stress rite now...I dont know what to do anymore. Hari raya just 2 weeks away and I will be celebrating there.

2 more months to ord yet have to through shit. It should not be this way! IM FED UP!!!

searching for the end @* 7:41 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Went out with NISA yesterday.Supposely I should go out with HAIKAL to go to Jurong East to buy my MP3 battery but then he havent woke up until 4pm. By the time he called me,I already at city hall on the way to Bugis.

Meet NISA at Bugis looking for his brother present. Went htere but nothing to be found so we went to town later. Reached town,we go to FAR EAST. Finally bought a t-shirt at BILLBOARD. The design is ok but not for me though. HAHA!

After that nisa wanna buy a bag for her brother. We rounding the FAR EAST but we never found it. Thanks to me! HAHA! And nisa also shopping for her as well. She bought girl boxers and guess what she asked me which design is nice? You know at that time of point,I dont know where to put my face. Just thicken my face and help her with the choosing of the boxers. Perangai mcm MURTABAK! HAHA!

Then went to HEEREN to look for a bag. Went into this surfer shop hope theres a bag. They got the bags but they got EMILY's merchandise. They got the bags, the t-shirt and SHOES! And my god,nisa was freaking crazy about it. Everything she touches,she wanna buy it. Luckily I was there to stop her. Thats why when she shops,I need to be by her side...she is a very very shopping FREAK. In the end,she bought a t-shirt.

After that, we went to CATHAY CINELESIURE. Couldnt find a bag also but I found my favourite clothing brand. I WANT THE SWEATER! So nisa said she wanna buy for me as my birthday present but I declined because I know that she cant afford it. And she said would buy for me and so she asked the sales girl for the price and guess what is the price is? $239.00!!! I know that the sweater would be expensive. HAHA!

Its 1800 and we've got 1 hour left for break-fast. So we decided to packed LJS from FAR EAST and eat it at YISHUN. Reached YISHUN around 1920 then we ate void deck. We were s hungry. Then after a while,nisa fren,DEXTER, came and hang with us for a while. Then I accompanied nisa to interchange while DEXTER went back to his home. Then I went home.

searching for the end @* 12:30 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Ok now i having a fever since yesterday yet still i went out so as today.

On the Friday...after break-fast,went out with AH-PAI for dinner AGAIN,at FISH 'n' CO at AMK HUB. It is my first time eating in a restaurant. I ordered NEW YORK FISH N CHIP...the flavour was buttery and the dory fish itself was flaky but I dont quite like the taste of the fries because the fries was mixed with paprika so it taste a bit hot. I prefered LONG JOHN SILVER fries. CRISPY!!!!. Well for AH-PAI,he ordered BEST IN TOWN FISH N CHIP. For his FISH N CHIP was normal actually but the fish was flaky too. And for the drinks...it was a very funny situation actually. The story like this,we ordered each of us a drink...some sort of ice blended. So when we ordered,the waitress told us that we wouldnt want to ordered two drinks. So we were wondering and asked why. And she replied that the drink is equivalent to 1litre of jug. And we were like HUH?? We both dont believed it so I asked the waitress to show the jug and when I saw she took out the jug from the drinks counter,I was shocked until one the malay waitress laughed. Malu man! So we just ordered one. By the end of our dinner...we still cant finished up 1litre drink. Oh gosh! We were like fools in there.

On the Saturday...went to SIM LIM with AH-PAI and Sadiy and his fren. Eventhough I had fever,I still went out. We spent there for about 3hours. Because Sadiy's fren wants to buy PSP...shop after shop...negotiate after negotiate...he forgot to bring his atm. OH MY GOD! I feel like taking his brain out and smashed it. So stupid!

And today...still got fever yet I have to go to KAKI BUKIT CURCUIT CENTRE for skid training. This training is for our india trip to prepare ourselves for the terrain there.

And now Im back...later on wanna cut my hair and then rest. next will be a veryx1000 busy week for me. !*@&^%$!

searching for the end @* 12:54 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Today I brought my lovely mum went out. Firstly brought her to NSC for her check up. Then after that,I brought her to ARAB ST. Bring her around the ARAB ST. and bought her a dress. I promised to buy her a dress as a birthday present.Her birthday was last monday,on the 10th but didnt get to celebrate as I was at the outfield.

After that,bought some food at ZAM ZAM RESTUARANT for break-fast later on. Then took a cab for our home.

Tomorrow I on off and maybe this weekend goin to be burn again. And not only that,on monday there's going to be battalion exercise till thursday. DAMN!!! 2 more months to ord yet still freaking busy!!!! *!&@^&#%$!!!!!!

23 more days to go...INDIA! SAYA SINI DATANG!!!

searching for the end @* 9:21 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007

Ok now I'm back.

Last week was a very very very hectic week. 7 days straight I was attached with 2SIR,suppose until today. They supporting the ARMY OPEN HOUSE at PASIR LABA CAMP. Everyday I have to wake up at 0430 hrs because I have to report at AMOY QUEE CAMP/2SIR at 0600 hrs. Evevry morning I have to take cab,spent all my balanced money onto the cab. Then reached home abt 2300 plus hrs. There's was no more energy on me already that I gave up on the attachment and gave it to someone else instead.

ARMY OPEN HOUSE was great,fun and enjoyable. I get to the try their war games..gadgets and learned more things abt their gadgets. The show was the best. Performed by the SAF DRAMA AND DANCE then a scenario involving the ARMY, POLICE FORCE and CIVIL DEFENCE abt how to tackle the situation of terrorism and such. Lastly it was the fireworks that caught the audiences attention. Even I was self amazed. I never seen fireworks up closed.

Then...there was time that god let me see someone whom I wouldnt want to see, and yet he let me. First of all, now I know which camp her bf from,same camp as the open house and he's an RP(some sort of guard). The very first time that I saw him,I knew that she would come to the open house either on Friday,Saturday or Sunday. Then it came true. On the Saturday that I saw them walking towards the gate while I was driving back towards the camp also. At that point of time...I was angry. I was angry at her and myself. I dont even know why I still felt that way...but it scar and hurt me so bad. I dont know what should I do anymore.

Can I trust love...feelings...?

searching for the end @* 5:53 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.