BeGinninG Of tHe End

Monday, January 22, 2007

Today gonna be my last day in spore...

Got mixed feeling though...one is happy and one is sad.

Felt happy becoz its my 1st time goin abroad.

Feeling sad becoz im gonna leave my mum and dad. I will nt get to see for 3 wks.

Been wondering whether i cn adapt to place wer i nvr been b4?

Nvrmind at least i have an experience of goin abroad. This is the only chance i have.

Now my eyes are heavy so as my head. My backs are killing me. My forehead is hot.

I tink im gonna lie down for awhile...will update later tonite.

Its 10.48pm. Listening to music while im doin this. Im feeling dat too well. Tomorrow im gonna go to the poly to se the doc for my backache.

There's nthing i wanna blog so...

searching for the end @* 10:52 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

U noe now...im not feeling so down or watso ever animore that remind me of the past. And im glad that the wounds are healed. It has been long time since i stop tinking abt love hurts me so bad that it changed me. And how feelings for someone did change me too.

In order to do this...i have to run away. From everything.

Some ppl couldnt accept me of me changing. I noe that im a different man. Its not that i want is wat i have to do. Nobody can understand this. Onli me and god does. When it come to the matters of heart...it will be hard for me.

Hate me if u want to coz theres nthing i can do. U may claim that i nvr missed u both. As the matter fact...i missed u both. Haiz...but i guess my words will be hard to believe now.

I guess now...i better get prepare to go back to camp.

searching for the end @* 9:12 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Had a fun day with my best bud...HIZAMI.

Met him at ct hall. Reached ct hall abt 3pm. Saw him near the escalator doing some survey. The survey abt retirement. HAHA! Nonsense man! After thats done,we went to penin. He wanna buy shoe for the overseas trip. Went to peninsula and we walked into this shoe shop with alot and i mean alot of shoes. He's budget was $100. And got this converse shoe that very nice and it suits him and it cost $79.90. But he also said the shoe is nice but he don want it becoz he said that the dsign on the shoe will come off. ??. Looking at the others shoe and debating till i gave up on me and he also drop the idea of buying shoe. *mangkok*

Den we survey every money changer in the penin. And we found a gd one. So i changed $150 and get $3000+ in thai baht and HIZAMI got 4000+ for $200. We were feeling hungry especially HIZAMI...so hungry. We were debating abt where to eat. In the end...i came to a conclusion that we eat at LJS near penin. He agreed and until there we ask ourselves...wats there to eat? And we were lost for a while. And then...got this malay gerl gazing at at us. Lyke for wat? So i stand infront the the glass window and paste my face and hands onto the glass window as if i were being glued onto it. HIZAMI walked away immediately he saw me doing that and he was laughing and cursing me lyke hell. HAHA! Serve her rite for gazing at us.

He still laughing...he suggest we eat at arab st. So i said lets go. Reached bugis and its was pouring heavily. While waiting the rain to stop...we sat outise near MOS BURGER and we smoked...talking nonsense and commenting abt ppl around us. *shake head*

Since our stomach cant take it animore we cancel our trip to arab st and we ate at this cofeeshop that sells chinese halal food. I got ate there b4. The food quite nice. i ate roasted chicken rice and drink coffee and he ate steamed chicken rice and a coke for drinking. The rain just after we finished our food. Den we talked nonsense again and guess wat he still hungry. *shake head* He wanted to eat fried wanton noodle and he wants me to eat with me. And i said no...im full man. And yet he forced. We debate abt it until he surrender. Just abt we to move off...the rains came down again! We moved off since we got no choice.

We went to somerset for no reason at all. Reached there and it still pouring and there's alot of ppl. Surveying cds and dvds at HMV HEEREN and then we ate OLD CHANG KEE. While we on our way to LUCKY PLAZA...we saw this makcik sitting down near the zebra crossing in between of LUCKY PLAZA and a building. I gave her $2 and HIZAMI gave $1. Feel sad for her.

We played pool at LUCKY PLAZA. 9ft for 2 hrs. Its tiring. From the starting we start the game...we been laughing for non-stop. Our stomach were cramped. HAHA!

Den we went to 7-11 Far East to have a drink. Sitting down at the B1 staircase...smoked and disturb ppl. Nonsense man. Abt 10 we went home.

Aite thats all...

searching for the end @* 11:41 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Today im feeling better. I've been having fever for the past 2 days yet i nvr go to see the doc. :)

I woke up around 1030am den ate pill for flu den i slp again till 5 plus. Den went out with my fren...EZAD.

Went to CAUSEWAY POINT. He bought a gitar strap...gitar pick and a wristband. Felt jealous abt him shopping. But nvrmind...next mth it will be my turn to shop. *evil laugh*

I onli bought a necklace cost $3.90 onli. Quite nice.

Den we ate at mac. Both of our mouth were burning coz the meal that we ate was piping hot.

Since our stomach was full...i suggest that we walked from woodland to the admirlty. We talked abt music as we walked.

Both of us have alot in common. We both listen to metals.

We took mrt to yishun. Den we took our own separate ways. The onli thing is that he onli live 1 blk a way frm me. haha!

Oklah thats all...

searching for the end @* 11:48 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Im freaking tired and sleepy now. Its has been a few days i've been lyke this. Plus my left ankle hurts. No surprise abt that. My left ankle always gives problem. Whether im running or jumping from a higher ground...it will hurts.

Today is my payday and i just bought a digital camera just now at HARVEY NORMAN Northpoint. FUJIFILM FINEPIX A700. It cost $299.

I bought the camera bcoz my old skool camera is spoilt and it also for my overseas trip. Yeah my overseas trip to the land of smiles...THAILAND! I will be leaving for thailand on the 24 Jan. I will be there for 3 weeks. Cant wait to go there. WOOHOO!

Alot of things that i have to bring. Somethings that i've got and somthings which i nid to buy.

Below is the things that i nid to bring

LIST OF THINGS FOR BATTLEKING

SBO / JOCKEY CAP
FIRST AID DRESSING (F.A.D.)
POCKET KNIFE
PONCHO
GROUND SHEET
RUBBER SOLE BOOT
EAR PLUG
FORK / SPOON
SEWING KIT
UNIT T-SHIRT
UNIT SINGLET
GREY VEST
PT SHOE
GREEN SOCKS
WHITE SOCKS
IDENTIFICATION TAG
TOWEL
BRUSH / KIWI
SWEATER
PT SHORT
SHAVER
TOILET PAPER
POWDER
INSECT REPELLENT
PAINT CAMOFLAGE STICK
SPARE BOOTLACE
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CIVILIANS

CIVILIAN TROUSERS
CIVILIAN COLLAR T's
CIVILIAN SHOES
SLIPPERS
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Alot right? I dont know how to pack all these things into my bag. Dilemma.

Somemore i nid to buy 1 carton of cig for my trip. Dilemma again.

Aite thats all for now. Later got to book in. DAMN!

Bye Fad...

searching for the end @* 6:40 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

Alu :)

Been a 3 hectic days for me. Even i cant get enough of sleep. Tired.

Today was a very very very tiring day. From morning till in the evening. Run here...run there.

Oh yeah...in the evening in camp...i ran into my best buddy wen we're in the driving course...SHAFFIE. Its lyke been for about 7 month since we saw each other. We talked for awhile after that i had to go.

Reali freaking tired. Tomorrow i will be on standby for activation. Haiz...no rest at all. Den on monday i will be goin outfield for 3 days. Im all booked.

Im freaking tired now.

searching for the end @* 10:20 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.