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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Its 5.14am. There's live match between JUVENTUS VS TORINO.

I just finished making breakfast and cooking a dish so that my parent can bring it to work later on,and also hot tea and coffee as well. And that's is my new job early in the morning. Yeah basically every morning except sunday,I will be cooking for my parent. Hey! I enjoy cooking so it doesn't matter. And my mum is so happy that I cook for her and also she not need to rush to cook and at the same time pack her things for work.

I simply love food!!! I used to be a fussy eater but now I eat basically eat anything. Someday I want to open a food biz. And I admired how chinese manage their food biz. Their food has quality and their price ain't that expensive. But malays(and not all)...price is expensive and their food quality...SUCKS!!! Even a simple dish,they shortcuts it or they use yesterdays' and heat it up. There was once at NORTHPOINT,I ate at this malay stall,rice,sambal goreng and sambal tumis kupang. The sambal gorang...abit of long bean and tempeh and alot of beancurd. Then the sambal tumis kupang...was abit sour and I knew it was yesterdays' but I still eat it. And the next day,i got diarrhoea. But the best malay food that I've known in years is at AMK near Al-Mutaqin Mosque and BEDOK INTERCHANGE.

So I guess thats all people.


searching for the end @* 5:14 AM

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Note to NISA:
Next time don't trust people too easily. Let that be a lesson learned in the near future.


Now Im frustrated about someone right now!!! i think this is the last time Im gonna help you. Get yourself a downloader!!!


searching for the end @* 11:45 PM

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Monday, February 25, 2008

First of all, I wanna say sorry to all the people who called me and I nvr pick up. And y? Because i was sleeping and eventhough I heard my hp rang in my sleeps but i I just ignored it.

Today i woke up early in the morning then after I bathe and had my breakfast,i slept again from 11am to 1030pm. Yesterday and today was the best sleep I ever had.

So I just got off the phone with my bestie,NISA.
What is it about? That i cant tell.

Man! Im still sleepy.


searching for the end @* 11:47 PM

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

I've been smoking non-stop...
Im getting fat each day goes by...
Im happy everday but...
I missed the old times.

The fond and bad memories which is clinging on me...
mostly about you...
a person like you is hard to find...
but...
you're with someone else...
that is why im running away from you...
cause i know its wrong and i dont want to hurt myself.

And I cant bring myself to see or talk to you life before...
eventhough I wish to...
there's still pics I kept of you and me together...
and everytime I saw it...
it makes me smile and sadness.

You were there when i need shoulders to lean on...
You were there when i bored...
You were there when i need someone to talked to.

Everytime im about to fall...its you who i think about...
You were my strength for me to hold on.

And I let you slip through my fingers...
and that is a mistakes i make.


searching for the end @* 1:29 AM

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Few hours ago...I watched MEET THE SPARTANS and RAMBO 4. MEET THE SPARTANS was funny movie with a non logical story lines. Malay always say when they sees this movie,"konek sak cerita die!"...translation,"the movie is cock!". HAHA!!!

Oh ya...5/10. Rent dvd!!! Dont waste your money.

As for RAMBO 4...I couldnt catch up with the storylines due to the bass of the movie in my comp. The action scenes was extremely good that have gore. Can see the parts of human flesh flying around after get shot by GPMG or hand grenade. The only thing is that stallone voice is getting deeper because in this movie,he's like mumbling.

Even though this movie is last month show, still I will rate.

8/10.

NOTE TO NISA:
Nisa...kasihani lah kat 'bini' kao tu. Kesian die tao. Brape lame kao nk merajok dgn die ni?? Takkn kao sensitive kot? Rajuk balek dgn die lah.


searching for the end @* 9:52 AM

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

OF THE END RESULT

It's been long since we saw each other
and I dreamt about you when I was sleeping

Oh oh oh...

There you were infront of me
I saw your sweet face and eyes which are glowing with happiness
And there you were
Talking to me, laughing with me
Like you always do

Oh oh oh...

I loved the way how the way you smiled
I love the way how you laughed
I loved the way how your voice sound when
You called my name

Now see what we have become
We're are like strangers...like strangers
Its my fault its my fault
of the end result

Of the end result...


searching for the end @* 9:46 PM

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Alrite I just got back.

So yesterday and I mean on 15 March 2008, I watched a movie called 'JUMPER' with GERL GERL and AH-TAO at PLAZA SINGAPURA.


It was great movie.
The story was not all over and that makes a great movie.
But I think...I think only uh is that the lead actor,Hayden Christensen somehow not right for this movie. His facial expression and the way he expressed his feelings into the character is bland. If you seen the STAR WARS:EPISODE III,the same expression he had for this movie.

And for the ending...hmm...funny and shocked.

I rate it...8.5/10.

So I think thats all about it.


searching for the end @* 5:50 AM

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Im feeling BORED and SLEEPY at the same time!!!

I've meddling my comp...youtubing...and listening to music and also sleeping.

Watching all time favourite show...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS!!! I know it childish but there's always a kid in each of us and also awesome especially the very 1st POWER RANGERS. They're awesome!!! Not like now. So boring.

I tink on the 14th, i wanna go shopping. Need to buy more t-shirt since i gain a little weight. HAHA!!! And also watch 'JUMPER' also.

AARRGG!!! So bored!!! No life!!!


searching for the end @* 9:30 PM

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I just finished watching SPIDER-MAN 3,which was a WOW!. I know I know it was a last year movie but I didnt get to watch it. The best part was when SPIDERMAN and GREEN GOBLIN team up to fight the SANDMAN and VENOM. And what makes the show cool is the spidey black suit with silver web design. That is AWESOME. But it became ugly when the suit became VENOM.

So there will be SPIDER-MAN 4 right? Should have right? Hope it does.

I've been downloading movies and burn them into dvd.

Other than watching SPIDER-MAN 3, I have a make a new and lastest creation. See the pic on top of the blog page. It may seems easy. Well it is. Only the hardest part is the picture of myself. It takes alot of shots to have a perfect shot and pose. It might be average but HEY! Im still learning, thanks to the free time I had. And I want to get my hands on that hard to get ADOBE PHOTOSHOP! NISA!!! Where's the photoshop you promise to find for me???

Hmmm...So I think thats all for now...


searching for the end @* 4:42 AM

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

WHAT A BORING SATURDAY!!!

Nothing to do. Even the tv shows are boring. Hell! Even MSN messenger got nobody online. Where is everybody go??

I just woke up, been sleeping frm 3pm. Now Im very sleepy again. I think im gonna sleepy again since there's nothing on the tv.

I cant wait to get my allowance! I need job!

So wats going to happen tomorrow? Confirm confirm boring! Im sure of tht.

Damn this running nose!!! Its getting on my nerve!!!


searching for the end @* 8:09 PM

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Thursday, February 07, 2008

Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu
Waktu yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

One word...REGRET.


searching for the end @* 7:49 AM

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

So bored.

I got nothing to do. Havent found a job yet.

At home...all i do is...youtubing...editing my pics...check my friendster...read other people's profile and other people's blog.

Not been eating well lately. And more of sleeping. Ate one once a day and sleep early. Usually i slept usually around 8 0r 10 am. But now...i slept like around 1 am and woke up early in the morning then after i bathe, few hours later i slept again.

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Memories sometimes can be sweet but it also can be sour.

I miss the good old days. From the time of my childhood,primary,secondary and mostly ITE and partly of my national service. Those were the years that you dont have to care about anything except study and getting good grades and most important of all...having fun.

Of all those years, what i like the most is my secondary school times and ITE times.

Secondary where I had my first girlfriend and i totally sucks at it but we're still friends now. And the era of wrestling. HAHA!!! And do some voluleentary work for school and became group leader of TAF club. And i used to be naughty,playful and a joker. Never stop disturbed people.

Then the ITE times. Enter the SERVICE SKILLS course because of some reason which is dumb by the way. But you know what...im glad to school in ITE Bishan because, i have met great friends there and they are girls by the way. Name of girls that i closed with...NISA, SHA, HAWA, FIZA, ADILLAH, YANI, SITI,SYIRAH, ABBY, ANISAH and SAM. The first nine names, is the most crazy girls that I never met before. Loved to make joked with them.
And met special person there and also special kind of bond with someone. Miss those days.


searching for the end @* 9:58 PM

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Saturday, February 02, 2008



Yesterday went to watched SWEENEY TODD THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET, with SAM and her friend, SOPHIA and SOPHIA'S boyfriend, ZI WEI.

Overall I think the movie is QUITE GOOD because of JOHNNY DEPP as he is my favourite actor. Its a musical movie actually and its annoyed me everytime they sang.

And you can forget about eating chicken pie or meat when you seen how people been murdered and what they become.

Ending part was a no wow. But the storylines were good though.

I rate it 7/10. Just rent it when it published into vcd and dvd.

Then later on we ate at SUBWAY which was pack with people and we waited for 10mins or so to get a sit. After that took some pics with the zodiac animals with SAM. Then we hang around for awhile then we went home. As for me...I did not when cause I hang around at yishun till today morning...alone that is.


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FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

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black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

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over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

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black sunglasses.
colour hair.
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.


as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone

and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore

im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

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A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

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TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

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MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

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WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

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MY FAV COUNTRY.


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