BeGinninG Of tHe End

Monday, September 03, 2007

Ok now I'm back.

Last week was a very very very hectic week. 7 days straight I was attached with 2SIR,suppose until today. They supporting the ARMY OPEN HOUSE at PASIR LABA CAMP. Everyday I have to wake up at 0430 hrs because I have to report at AMOY QUEE CAMP/2SIR at 0600 hrs. Evevry morning I have to take cab,spent all my balanced money onto the cab. Then reached home abt 2300 plus hrs. There's was no more energy on me already that I gave up on the attachment and gave it to someone else instead.

ARMY OPEN HOUSE was great,fun and enjoyable. I get to the try their war games..gadgets and learned more things abt their gadgets. The show was the best. Performed by the SAF DRAMA AND DANCE then a scenario involving the ARMY, POLICE FORCE and CIVIL DEFENCE abt how to tackle the situation of terrorism and such. Lastly it was the fireworks that caught the audiences attention. Even I was self amazed. I never seen fireworks up closed.

Then...there was time that god let me see someone whom I wouldnt want to see, and yet he let me. First of all, now I know which camp her bf from,same camp as the open house and he's an RP(some sort of guard). The very first time that I saw him,I knew that she would come to the open house either on Friday,Saturday or Sunday. Then it came true. On the Saturday that I saw them walking towards the gate while I was driving back towards the camp also. At that point of time...I was angry. I was angry at her and myself. I dont even know why I still felt that way...but it scar and hurt me so bad. I dont know what should I do anymore.

Can I trust love...feelings...?

searching for the end @* 5:53 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.