BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, January 21, 2007

U noe now...im not feeling so down or watso ever animore that remind me of the past. And im glad that the wounds are healed. It has been long time since i stop tinking abt love hurts me so bad that it changed me. And how feelings for someone did change me too.

In order to do this...i have to run away. From everything.

Some ppl couldnt accept me of me changing. I noe that im a different man. Its not that i want is wat i have to do. Nobody can understand this. Onli me and god does. When it come to the matters of heart...it will be hard for me.

Hate me if u want to coz theres nthing i can do. U may claim that i nvr missed u both. As the matter fact...i missed u both. Haiz...but i guess my words will be hard to believe now.

I guess now...i better get prepare to go back to camp.

searching for the end @* 9:12 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.