BeGinninG Of tHe End

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Its 4:55 am and i cant slp. Thinking alot of stuff. Been smoking non-stop. And listening to old malay rock songs. ROCK FEVER! YEAH BEBEH!

Ive made a logo. Simple one.

Im feeling guilty somehow. Of i being cold to her...my best fren. I have my own reason to do this. I dont noe wen this will be end.

I noe i have hurt her feelings bt it better this way...i guess. i dont noe. And as long she's gt someone to take care of her and make her happy...i will be glad. Bt no matter wat...she will be a dearest to me.

Cant read her blog or anybodys blog. Accidentally cleared all the website that i've been to. Nvr get it linked into my blog.

In few days later...goin to start working back. It will be hell days for me. AARRRGGGHHH!!!!

Aft 2nd Jan...it will be 10 more mths to ORD. Cant wait for it.

Wondering wat to do today...hmm...hw abt...playing my ps2 and doin stuff to my comp? Sounds gd? well thats wat ive been doin since i on leave since last wk. Wanna go bt gt no money and nowhere to go. Haiz...

Its nearly 6 now...and i still dont feel sleepy.

I guess thats is all i wanna say...and last bt nt least...GD MORNING.

searching for the end @* 4:54 AM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.