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Sunday, December 31, 2006

Just woke up so GOOD 'MORNING'.

And today is Hari Raya Aidiladha. Dont know wat tyme i'll be goin to my aunt house.

Nt enough slp...i slept at 6 am. Cant slp bt wen i listen to my mp3...i fall aslp. A new method for me though.

Listening to Evanescene song called 'I Believe You'. Nice song.

Freaking slpy and freaking bored rite nw!

i tink im gonna bathe...will update later.

Its 5:05pm and im FREAKIN bored NOW! Didnt go to my aunt house. Mcm sial!

Now im nt in a very good mood. Its goin to rain again. geez.

I WANNA GO OUT!!! FUCK LAH! CHOW CIBAI! IM FUCKING BORED NOW! BORED! BORED! BORED! AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Nearly 1 hour to a 2007! My relatives just went home. Its was chaos just now.

I tink there's nthing i wanna blog now. So thats all for now.


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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Gd Afternoon! Its 1 pm and i just woke up. I slept at 9 this morning. Bt don wori i oredi bathe at 8 this morning. Feeling cold rite now...shivering. Wearing my sweater now. Listening to old skool malay rock song called 'Di Alam Fana Cinta' by Fotograf. Awesome song! Smoking at the same while doing this and gt GROOM MY ROOM 2 in the tv. MELODY. Very the sweet ;)

Shit! ive got flu and running nose now. Now im listening to 'Love Every Scar' by Versus The World. The song is very catchy and the lyrics...also nice.

Aite thats all for now...i will update later on.

Its 4:20pm...and im kinda boring to the max rite now. gt nthing to do. Feeling of wanting to slp also got. The sky is kinda greyish now. Its tink its gonna rain soon. or maybe nt. Now im down with flu and got running nose. And rite nw...i saw a couple hanging under a blk infront of mine...matrep and minahrep.

I always wonder...is it gd to be a matrep? I owaes wonder again...who create this matrep concept? Coz the concept is a virus. It spreading so fast. Even a small kid have bcome a matrep. With hair dye into bright blonde. *shake head*.

AH! IM FREAKING BORED NOW!

I guess i better off go to slp...and i will update again later.

Now its 1045pm. Its a very very very very very boring day. It was raining in the evening. Still on flu and running nose.

Tomorrow will be a Hari Raya Haji. So tomorrow all my relatives will be at my aunt house for a gathering. At least better than staying at home all day. Rite?

2 more days to a New Year. Welcome 2007. Closing down the 2006 chapter.

2006...year that has alot of very bad and just gd memories. Alot bad had happened to me in the year of 2006. My life...my work...all messed up.

The best thing that was happened to me was to have a partner. It was the happiest ting that has happened in my life. Bt somewhere there...tings went wrong. And thats wen all the bad and the worst tings just came up to me. Everyting just went wrong.

So wats my 2007 resolution? Hmmm...hope everyting went well for me and my family.

Listening to Muse's song called 'Unintended'. it was given by someone special...felt i wanna cry now. Well even if i cry...its means nthing now.

Well i guess thats all for now...


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Its 4:55 am and i cant slp. Thinking alot of stuff. Been smoking non-stop. And listening to old malay rock songs. ROCK FEVER! YEAH BEBEH!

Ive made a logo. Simple one.

Im feeling guilty somehow. Of i being cold to her...my best fren. I have my own reason to do this. I dont noe wen this will be end.

I noe i have hurt her feelings bt it better this way...i guess. i dont noe. And as long she's gt someone to take care of her and make her happy...i will be glad. Bt no matter wat...she will be a dearest to me.

Cant read her blog or anybodys blog. Accidentally cleared all the website that i've been to. Nvr get it linked into my blog.

In few days later...goin to start working back. It will be hell days for me. AARRRGGGHHH!!!!

Aft 2nd Jan...it will be 10 more mths to ORD. Cant wait for it.

Wondering wat to do today...hmm...hw abt...playing my ps2 and doin stuff to my comp? Sounds gd? well thats wat ive been doin since i on leave since last wk. Wanna go bt gt no money and nowhere to go. Haiz...

Its nearly 6 now...and i still dont feel sleepy.

I guess thats is all i wanna say...and last bt nt least...GD MORNING.



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Just gt back frm hang with my frens.

Earlier today...in the evening,went to my cousin house at admirlty. Saw Sha and her boyfren on my way there. Quite shock and happy there. Hais...miss her...

Den went to causeway with my cousin. Hang around there.

While i was there...syawal msg me. Wanna hang with me...says he's boring at home.

Mit him around 730 at yishun mrt. Den we went to Bugis. Met our frens as well. Zuhaidi and Lan. So 4 of us rounding the the bugis street but b4 that we went to SIM LIM SQUARE. Swayal wanna survey the PS2 there. While he was surveying...Zuhaidi and I were playing soccer game at the shop. We were lyke small kids. Shouting and laughing. We played till the shop wanna closed down. Geez!

Aft that we rounding the Bugis Street...packs of people as usual. Around 10 plus went went home. Bounce from Marina Bay to Yishun. And we hang at yishun kopitiam till 12...and went home.

Thats all...


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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Wats up?!

Long time nvr been blogging. Gt somthing wrong with my blog. Bt now its ok...so i cn blog nw. So many things has happened. Now wondering hw to tell??

Im on leave now till 2nd or 3rd of Jan 2007. My leave start frm last wed. So been hanging in my room. Gt went out also.

22 Dec..Fri...i went out with my army best bud. Hizami. Went to beach rd 1st to sew my name tag...spore tag n my rank. LANCE eh!. After dat we went to Dhoby Ghaut. Wanting to play pool so we went around the Dhoby Ghaut bt cant find it. So we gave up n we went to Lucky Plaza to play pool. I won 7 games and lose to him 2. HAHA! We were laughing non-stop. We end abt around 7 plus. Den window shopping at FAR EAST. Went to dis shop called 2001. My fav shop in spore. Coz the shop sell t-shirt lyke no other. Rare and one of a kind. Especially this fav brand of my mine...AFFLICTION. The design itself is rare,one of a kind and its my fav design...SKULL. HAHA! The price also high. Den went to another shop...called BILLBOARD. Same owner as the 2001 shop. Nice also. Aiming this t-shirt. Goin to get one next mth. Den hang at 7-11 till 9plus den went home.

23 Dec...Sat...went out with another army fren. Ezad. Went window shopping at FAR EAST again. He baought a cap which coast 45 bucks. HAHA! Bt gt a very gd dsign. It says ' 666:HALF EVIL'. Nice rite. He bought it at 2001. Den we went to Suntec. He wanna mit a gerl who he just knew. She work at Suntec. The girl quite fun to hang with. Bt it diff coz i feel outcast little bit. Of coz u noe y rite. Wen u went out wth ur fren and he or she bring his or her partners along den dey talked among demselves den u left alone. Dat is hw i used to feel wen i hang with my fren. Hate it. Luckily the situation is nt uh. At least both of dem gt talked to me. hang at GELARE Citylink for awhile den went home.

Yesterday...26 Dec went out with my gd army bud. Syawal. Walked around the town. Wanting to buy a Adidas brown colour jacket. First went to Wisma Atria den went to Heeren den went Lucky Plaza to play pool. Den went to Far East to buy perfume. After dat wen to this building across far east also cant find this jacket. My legs were aching coz we been walking 4 non-stop.

Den went Raffles Link around 10 plus. The shop all is closed. Den went to Esplanade to relax till 11 den we bounce back frm Marina Bay to Yishun. Reached abt 12 den hang at yshun till 5 am. Talk and talk till we nvr realise the time. Went home and slp till 3 pm i woke up. Now i havent bathe yet. After dis i will bathe.

Oklah dats all for nw...


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Saturday, December 09, 2006

Just gt back frm withdrew my pay.

Hais...have to redo my blog again. Gt error with the server.

Ok...today was a tiring and bloody hot day. Sweating frm morning till in the evening.

Park 5 3tons vehicle to the other parking space in my unit with my other 3 colleagues.

Den park 4 5 tons to the same parking space as the 3 tons.

End about 11+ den hang for awhile in the office to feel the air con. And also showing my leave plan to my PC(Platoon Commander). My leave will be on the 3rd wk and on the 4th wk. And he approved it. Next will be a hectic wk for the drivers. There will be alot of outfield.

After lunch...some of my colleagues asked me for help. To pre park some of the vehicles at one of the garage behind our MT LINE. These will be used on monday for outfield. And some of the guys which will be in the outfield dtail was nt around. So we have to help dem. Top up...prepare the tings and finally park for them. It was chaos. It ended abt 6+ den hang for awhile in the camp until 730 den i went home.

Tomorow tot of goin to BUGIS STREET. Gt sales there. Wanna buy jeans. And goin to army market to buy some stuffs for my LIVE RANGE on monday. And tomorow gt to collect my PS2. Cant wait to play it.

Wondering who i want to ask to accompany me tomorow???

Gt flu nw. Irritating man.

Oklah...thats all for nw.


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Friday, December 08, 2006

Hi :)

Today was a tiring day. And was a hot weather too. Sweating since morning till in the evening. After the first parade at 930...i and other 3 other guys have to move abt 5 3 ton to the other parking space becoz we were told to do so by our warrant. One by one we drove the vehicles...in there we were sweating. After that...we move 4 5 ton. Cooling. Gt air con.

End abt 11+...den hang in the office bcoz of the air con bt also bcoz i wanna asking my PC (Platoon Commander) abt my leaves on the next 3rd wk and 4th wk. And he approved it! WoohOO! Been craking my brain to plan my leave. I've gt 6.5 days of leave and a day off. Looking forward to those wks.

After lunch...i have to help some of my colleagues to pre park some of the vehicles who the person on dtail on mon that was nt here today. Its chaos though. Have to top up. Prepare the things for them. Abt 6+...it all end.

Den hang in the camp until 730 and i went home.

Now i gt flu and tired.

1 hr plus to my PAY DAY. Later i will withdraw and eat supper. Hungry man. Nt been eating much just nw. Just too tired. Nw im hungry.

Tomorrow tot of shopping at BUGIS. Have a sale nw. Bt whos im gonna bring?? Nvrmind mayb i will go alone...

N cant wait to collect my PS2 tomorow.

Okla thats all for now...


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Wednesday, December 06, 2006





Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that
I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you


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Sunday, December 03, 2006

Wats up?!

Just got back frm werk.

Nthing much for the weekends. Just werk dats all.

Last fri i on off. Fri also gt nthing much. I just hang at woodlands for 4 hours...alone. Eased my mind. Smoked. Reading newspaper over and over again. Listening to my mp3.

Hoping for somthing wen I was there but nthing was there. Its ok though. It was nt meant to be.

Listening to 'NOT ALONE' by All That Remains. Awesome song. Wish i could put that in my blog. But there NO ONE to teach me. All they cn say is...go to geocities or websomthing. Haiz..

Oh ya! I have now became a 1 year soldier. 1 more year to go. Den i will lead an ORDinary life. WOOHOO!

Missing someone lately...

Thats all for now...


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FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

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black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

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over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

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black sunglasses.
colour hair.
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.


as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone

and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore

im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

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A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

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TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

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MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

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WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

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MY FAV COUNTRY.


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