BeGinninG Of tHe End

Monday, November 20, 2006

Im so tired today yet i nvr do aniting. All i do was sleeping away the whole day.

After werk...accompanied my best bud...hizami to the police post to file a report for his stolen camp pass. We were there for abt half and hour. Den i went home while he went back to camp.

Now listening to 'MY HEART' by Paramore. Very nice song. Now downloading alot of ATREYU,AS I LAY DYING,SENSE FAIL and THE AGONY SCENE's songs.

Now im very very very the sleepy man. aiyo!

You noe...last nite...my best bud asked me dis qs of y am i still wearing the ring? Still cant forget abt her? Nt reali...its just dat i treasure the ring very much. Im still wearing it eventhough i lost the love. Its a significant to me. i dont want to lose it.

Hey noe wat? just nw i was browsing my pix file...and i came upon dis...

The poem dat i made myself. The words used to be very meaningful...now its the words which doesnt mean aniting. Gt alot of tings to say yet i dont noe how to put it. Nvrmind.

Hurt by loved is painful bt slowly the pain will fade away.

Now i will lead my life with a smile eventhough hw many probs dat i have now. i will put all the past behind me. Theres no way i can lead my life clinging to the past.

Damn! sleepy like cow! sleepy lyke cow??? nvrmind.

Aite dats all 4 tonite!

searching for the end @* 10:14 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.