BeGinninG Of tHe End

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Finally im back to blogging since SHA been asking me to blog. Lifes have been hard for me these past few weeks. All is abt work. Got alot of troubles lately. 1 by 1 problems comes to me. Haiz...everyday im worried abt myself...scared that i will be seriously in trouble.

Not onli been worried abt myself but worrying abt my blood...HALIM. Tomorrow he will get an order by the head of ktsc. Im just scared that he will go DB(Detention Barrack). ARMY JAILED. I just hoping he's not goin in. Been worried for him...

Getting bored with my work. Seldom driving these past few weeks. Everyday go nthing to do. Den wen were ask abt my mileage and ask y so little and i replied nt having so much dtail. But still got blamed for nt asking for it...but they dont know that i've been asking yet dey don give me. So wat am i suppose to do? Other ppl gt detail everyday even their mileage is more than 2000 plus. mine is just 1700+. Everyday i just sit inside the rest room having my thumb stuck into my ass.

So many things in my head. My work...my life...so messed up.

searching for the end @* 11:34 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.