BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, October 15, 2006

So last nite...something happened in the msn. Someone prompt me. I was shock for a sec there. Nearly 2 mths we nvr chat with each other. Den of the sudden she prompt me. Like usual...asking me how am i and saying sorry after wat had happened. It was all in the past. Wat is past is past and i dont want to be reminded abt it again. Now i know that the dreams i had when im sleeping is all true.

Now the old FAD is back. For NOW no love for me.

And btw...nthing has been confirm yet. Mayb i will moving to TAMPINES. Yup TAMPINES. AIYO! Far man! So im planning that next month i goin to enrolled in motorbike.

Aite later i will be continue my blog again.

Just got back from geylang and fucking cibai im depressed rite now. FUCK UH FAD!!! Cn just stop it?! You're strong DAMNIT! Seriously i've got no mood and feelings to celebrate hari raya dis year. My parent ask me to buy baju kurong just now but i said i dont celebrate dis year. Were asked why? I replied bcoz of werk. The longer i was there the more depressed and fed up i became. AARRRGGGHHH!!!! i wanna cry...

searching for the end @* 12:51 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.