BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Long time nvr blogged. Been busy lately. Dis morning came back home bcoz yest i went for outfield. 4am till 12 am. Damn tired. Have to sleep inside the vehicle in a hot day.

A hard life man. But luckily get 2 days off. Tomorrow got to claim. WooHoo!

Now im sleepy and tired but i cant get to sleep. Something in my mind now.

THINK WHAT U REALLY WANT BECAUSE THERE'S ONE POINT U WERE GIVING ME HOPE.

MY HEART IS NOT FULLY HEALED YET.

THE WORDS THAT CAME FROM U WAS A PERFECT MURDER.

IT KILLS ME TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

DONT MAKE THINGS BECOME COMPLICATED.

IM TIRED OF GETTING HURT. NEVER WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN.

searching for the end @* 11:06 AM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.