BeGinninG Of tHe End

Friday, September 15, 2006

Sorry for the absence of me. Been away for awhile. I was outfield for 3 day 2 night from Monday till Wednesday. I know I know now its Friday today and I should be blogging on Thursday but I was fucking shack(tired) that I cant do anything. So today I will blog. Let's start!

Actually I got nothing to blog about my day cause nothing happen today. Its was boring cause good buddies was on off.

Lets talk about somthing else. Hmm..

Im missing my freedom as teenadult. Haiz...next year December I will ORD and I hope I will get the license. So just pray that I wouldnt do somthing to stupid. Aite?

Right now I felt that Im not a happy man anymore. Dont know why. Maybe what has happened to me made me become like this. My life has never change since I was little. So fed up with it. I hate my life. I hate myself. My love life. Well used to have. Now Im better off alone. Im drifting from my parent cause...nevermind. I will just keep it to myself.

You do see me smile but it just to cover up all my sorrows,my pain and agony. I just want the death angel to take my soul so I can leave this world cause I just cant take it anymore.

Im already a broken man thanks to someone dearly. And with a broken soul. Haiz...maybe Im not fated to love and to be love. Im feel like crying right now. Sometime i do feel like crying when Im alone. I know right Im emo shit but you will never know my feelings.

So this is all I will blog for today. Take care aite. Bye.

searching for the end @* 7:11 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.