BeGinninG Of tHe End

Monday, September 04, 2006

So today I on OFF. Yes get away from work for a day but actually for 3 days if you plus the weekends. HAHA! Had a hard life actually if your phone cant make an outgoing call or sms. CIBAI! So in the day I jammed with my bestfriend that is NISA and SHA at yishun. Its was ok though because I forgot the drum beats for a couple of songs(ButO!) and mostly I played sucks today. Really suck I tell you. I played sucks today cause something was corrupting my mind and the other thing was that we never jam for a very long time. Terok-terok(shake head).

Want to know what has been corrupting my mind? Well there's two things. So the first thing is about ANA. Well before I went out,I was surfing and reading people's blog. So afetr reading nisa's and sha's,I went into ANA's blog but she long time never update dont know why. So its still the same thing for a least2 or 3 weeks. Then I went into ILAH's blog(ANA's bestfriend). Then i saw a pic of she and ANA. having fun at the bowling alley. In the pic she looked happy though. From what I tink right,she never felt sadness or anything about our broke up. Of cause since she was the one who wants it. Thanks eh for making me miserable =)

So the second thing was regarding someone whom I love so much all this while since I known her. Eventhough I had a gf at that time. Hehe. Melampau kao fad! but really I do love her so much but I know that if i tell her that I had feelings for her,she wont accept it. Why? Nevermind I will just keep it to myself. Sorry =). Just to make it short,I will cherish our relationship as a friend very much. Hope you will happy always ok? =)

searching for the end @* 8:45 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.