BeGinninG Of tHe End

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Halo =) Today Im gonna talk about me. Yup. Just now at camp,my best bud,HALIM told me that Im a different man ever since my separation. He said that I seldom smile,seldom joking around..but now I just kept quiet to myself. I know that Im a different man now. Im not what I used to be. He told me that what has happened is happened,no use thinking of it. Its true

Its really tears me apart after the separation. Happiness was gone. My heart still feel numb. Till now I still wondering and thinking why do she have to this to me? All the memories and our kiss were loved. The way she cared,she hugs all were loved but she said that she dont know how to loved someone? Its true or its a lie? Or its was a pretending? I just love her too much. But never thought a girl like her would do this to me? What did I do to deserve this? Alot of memories with her. All the dreams I had about her has been broken. Well maybe fate just dont want me to be with her.

Now Im here with agony and pain.

searching for the end @* 9:49 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.