For the 1st time in my life..I felt lost. Today I went to nowhere. I took the mrt...thinking of going to orchard. When reached orchard,I never get out of the mrt. I had a second thought that is going to ct hall instead. But when I reached ct hall,I never get out. I said to myself,I will just bounce back frm marina bay to yishun. So I bounce back but in the end,I drop at DHOBY GHAUT instead. From DHOBY GHAUT I walked to ORCHARD. Stop at every shopping mall there. My mind just blank today. I dont know what has happen to me. Yeah Im still down about ana. Not so down though. But the happiness still gone frm my life.
Below is a lyric from Death In December...title Defefinition Of A Love. These are the words that is inside my heart.
I think about the days
Im cherishing these memories we have made
We still have our stories About the times
We stayed up all night talking on the telephone again
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over
Im falling apart without you
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over Im falling apart without you, again
I saw you last night
Im missing you the most
When i look into your eyes
I can’t stop pretending
That im okay Im wishing you were sitting home
Thinking about me
And i cant take much more of this
Cause im falling apart without you
And even though i know you’re leaving
Im praying it’s not for good
For good
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over
Im falling apart without you
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over
Im falling apart without you, again
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over Im falling apart without you
We have the best times in life
And i realize its overIm falling apart without you, again
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over Im falling apart without you
We have the best times in life
And i realize its overIm falling apart without you, again
I realize its over
I realize its over
I realize its over now
Again...
