Alo =) So today I went out for shopping with SHA. Shopping at Peninsula. Met her at admirlty stn at 330pm but then waited for her till around 4 plus. Then we took the train to city hall. Reached there,we went to peninsula while smoking. Saw a group of punk. Maseh budak2. Merepek uh. Nak step manenye punk. Punk kat singapore takleh hidop uh geng.
After smoked,went to a 2nd hand shop which sells 2nd hand clothing. I want to buy the pants there but pants there not to my liking so decided not to buy. Then went to another shop not 2nd hand one uh...I've bought a black jeans and a long black sleeve shirt. Total cost was $65 bucks. The black sleeve cost is $28 and the blak jean cost is abt $30+. Then went to the 2nd floor,bought a belt buckle cost abot $50+ but I bargain and the auntie gave me $35 for the buckle and I treat SHA to a t-shirt. MACBETH...$15. Pay it with nets but then it was decline. I was shocked. It was not enough to pay the buckle and the t-shirt so I have to pay half of the cost by $20 and the rest was by nets. Malu seh! Luckily I got money if not malu man.
After that went to eat at Marina Square. A shop called QIJI. It sells Nasi Lemak,Mee Siam,Mee Rebus and many more. I ate Nasi Lemak while Sha ate Mee Rebus. It was nice though. We eat and chat at the same time. It was cold that it gives me the chills. Then we went to smoke behind the Marina Square near Spore River there. At there,I've become quiet for a while cause the place has alot of memories fo me and ana. My mind just thinking of the memories. Many beautiful memories at city hall. Our first date. We celebrate our birthday there too.
After a while,Sha went to meet her bf at city hall mrt station. Accompany her to the station since she dont know her way out. After that we went our separate ways. I went to Spore river and sit there and smoked till 9+. Watching alot people walking. Couples dating. As the sky turns dark,the wind came. Its was the same feeling I had the 1st time when I was there with ana. I wished I could go back to that day. I dont know why I cant still get over her. Why? I want to forget about her but I just cant. Its killing me. She is just happy with her life now while I here, still hurting. Still in pain.
Below is a lyric done by Sha. Its about ana and me.
Last Chapter
You're captured by the eyes now i really cannot fix me up
You're just the perfect one for me to get all messed up
But now you're tryin' to bring me down and down
Dont you know that i wont be around
When you know its over
I've tried
Still i dunno what you want from me
Inside I cant' mend the broken pieces u did
Im fallin apart in the last chapter about you
You,you,yeah you
And i'm glad we're thru
I owes tod you'd cud
That you're able to complete me
Bt i ges my tod it all was wrong
When i know that you're came to play me
And now im here im all alone all alone
Im singin you this song
When i noe its over..
Never thought you were the one..
Never thought you were the one..whu messed me up...
searching for the end @* 10:18 PM
