BeGinninG Of tHe End

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Im just being pressurised by everything!!! I dont know what Im going to do anymore...its like Im stuck in the middle not knowing what to do. For the past few days,my head just keeping thinking,thinking and thinking. God...what am I going to do...?

searching for the end @* 9:54 PM

Friday, May 30, 2008

I cant sleep because i've been coughing and sneezing since yesterday and luckily my fever went down thanks to my wife who have been taking care of me since morning. Later my wife and I will be going to PSA for orientation for our course next week. I dont know whether I can make through the day due to the difficult breathing.

And HAPPY 2 MTHS SYG =)

searching for the end @* 1:07 AM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Been spending my time with my wife and fetching her from work everyday =).

Yesterday was the mark of our 1 month relationship =). And I felt that the time is very slow and there's still a long way and not knowing what the future holds for us. All I pray is that we will be together no matter what.

Everyday...Im worried...

searching for the end @* 11:33 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

For fews days now...I've been feeling very uneasy and worried. Im not sure why im feeling uneasy but I know what Im worried about. Worried about myself...the future and something. I have her in my life yet I dont have a job. Useless. My chest hurts and it has been for a few days. I dont know what the future has plans for me. But I pray to GOD that he will bless my relationship with her and thats is all I ask.

searching for the end @* 1:04 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

I just finished talking on the phone with my BLACK BUCHUK...

Today was fun because we get to spent our private time but yet somehow sad for me. Cause today accompany her for job interview at jurong. And finally she got a job and im so happy for but sad at the same time cause it will be 2 mths that we not going to meet up with each other. Haiz what to do...work. And whatsmore she doesnt have a hp now, so im worried but i will take all these as a test.

Im gonna miss you so much...

And my chest...hurts AGAIN!!!

searching for the end @* 11:51 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Finally its the end of week.

I've been goin out since monday. Like goin out with AH-TAO then goin out with NISA and SHA for jamming sessions, but mostly with my BLACK BUCHUK to accompany for jobs interview. Then yesterday met AZIAH and SEAN to visit our secondary mate,NAZ, cause of his shoulder operation. Then later on to meet AH-TAO to accompany to SIM LIM SQUARE. Then today met up SEAN to play pool and of coz...I,CHONG...always win! HAHA!!! Really really really tired!!! And tomorrow get to meet my BLACK BUCHUK and im so thrilled!!! HAHA!!!

Oklah i tink thats all for now.

searching for the end @* 10:05 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Woke up early in the morning to meet my BLACK BUCHUK to accompany her step brother,AS, for an interview at GIORDANO at PAYA LEBAR.

It was a very very very hot weather. When we reached the place,we couldnt wait for the cooling air. HAHA!!! So while waiting for AS being interviewed,HAJAR sms me just to say that she's gonna meet us later on. Later on AS came out from the office and told us that he gonna start working this thurs. All the best bro =).

Then we met HAJAR at PAYA LEBAR with her sch uniform on. Looked different...mcm nerd gitu. HAHA!!! Joking aje!!! Tkmo marah ah =). After that we went to 'KAMPUNG MELAYU' to have NASI AYAM PENYEK. BUT...the shop is NOT OPEN YET!!!. Thanx to AS!!!. After sooo much debating...finally my black buchuk at KFC!!! After eating...dont know what happened,we suddenly we became sooo crazy!!! We were laughing non-stop. HAHA!!!

Then we debating about where to go. Finally we decided that we go to PENINSULA. HAJAR and AS have stopping in every shoe shop there is. *headache* Then we took a bus to send my black buchuk home.

So now waiting for my black buchuk so BYE!!!

searching for the end @* 9:04 PM

FAD is the name but call me CHONG.

12 June 1987. so do the count babey!!!

A member of TEAM PAITZ.

black colour.
music that rockin'.
pool.
soccer/street.
movie.

over wearing concept.
politics.
techno.
trance.
dance.
attention seeker.
animal abuser.
unrespectful.

black sunglasses.
~~colour hair.~~
highlight hair.
black bed sheet.
HDTV.
blinds.
black beanie cap.
AFFLICTION Clothing.
laptop/notebook.
new handphone.
playstation 3.
sofa bed.
new room.
lose weight.

as my days restarted
ive lost all my words to speak
cus im broken soul
when you're not with me
i find it hard to move on
but ive gotta carry on
cus you're nt here with me
and my life's almost gone
and now you're
not makin' things so easy
when you thought i wus the one
tryin' 2 set you free
and now, can u even see it?
that i can't hold on
without you anymore
im sorry to say
that i want you to stay
stay here by my side
i promise i wun cry
and that ive made the change
to be stronger
stronger as i used to be
if u stay..
if u stay with me

A LOVING MUM SHE IS...THE ONLY ANGEL OF MINE.

TEAM PAITZ. GUYZ WHO MADE ME LAUGHED,SMILE,IRRITATED,GIVES ME ADVICE,CONSOLES ME AND HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS WITH ME.

MY WIFE. MY LOVE. MY EVERYTHING.

WRESTLING. IT'S HAS BEEN IN MY BLOOD SINCE I WAS A KID.I WANT TO BE IN IT.

MY FAV COUNTRY.