Unforgotten Memories

2008-06-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

Im just being pressurised by everything!!! I dont know what Im going to do anymore...its like Im stuck in the middle not knowing what to do. For the past few days,my head just keeping thinking,thinking and thinking. God...what am I going to do...?

2008-05-30T01:07:00.004+08:00

I cant sleep because i've been coughing and sneezing since yesterday and luckily my fever went down thanks to my wife who have been taking care of me since morning. Later my wife and I will be going to PSA for orientation for our course next week. I dont know whether I can make through the day due to the difficult breathing.

And HAPPY 2 MTHS SYG =)

2008-05-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

Been spending my time with my wife and fetching her from work everyday =).

Yesterday was the mark of our 1 month relationship =). And I felt that the time is very slow and there's still a long way and not knowing what the future holds for us. All I pray is that we will be together no matter what.

Everyday...Im worried...

2008-04-25T13:04:00.002+08:00

For fews days now...I've been feeling very uneasy and worried. Im not sure why im feeling uneasy but I know what Im worried about. Worried about myself...the future and something. I have her in my life yet I dont have a job. Useless. My chest hurts and it has been for a few days. I dont know what the future has plans for me. But I pray to GOD that he will bless my relationship with her and thats is all I ask.

2008-04-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

I just finished talking on the phone with my BLACK BUCHUK...

Today was fun because we get to spent our private time but yet somehow sad for me. Cause today accompany her for job interview at jurong. And finally she got a job and im so happy for but sad at the same time cause it will be 2 mths that we not going to meet up with each other. Haiz what to do...work. And whatsmore she doesnt have a hp now, so im worried but i will take all these as a test.

Im gonna miss you so much...

And my chest...hurts AGAIN!!!

2008-04-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally its the end of week.

I've been goin out since monday. Like goin out with AH-TAO then goin out with NISA and SHA for jamming sessions, but mostly with my BLACK BUCHUK to accompany for jobs interview. Then yesterday met AZIAH and SEAN to visit our secondary mate,NAZ, cause of his shoulder operation. Then later on to meet AH-TAO to accompany to SIM LIM SQUARE. Then today met up SEAN to play pool and of coz...I,CHONG...always win! HAHA!!! Really really really tired!!! And tomorrow get to meet my BLACK BUCHUK and im so thrilled!!! HAHA!!!

Oklah i tink thats all for now.

2008-04-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to meet my BLACK BUCHUK to accompany her step brother,AS, for an interview at GIORDANO at PAYA LEBAR.

It was a very very very hot weather. When we reached the place,we couldnt wait for the cooling air. HAHA!!! So while waiting for AS being interviewed,HAJAR sms me just to say that she's gonna meet us later on. Later on AS came out from the office and told us that he gonna start working this thurs. All the best bro =).

Then we met HAJAR at PAYA LEBAR with her sch uniform on. Looked different...mcm nerd gitu. HAHA!!! Joking aje!!! Tkmo marah ah =). After that we went to 'KAMPUNG MELAYU' to have NASI AYAM PENYEK. BUT...the shop is NOT OPEN YET!!!. Thanx to AS!!!. After sooo much debating...finally my black buchuk at KFC!!! After eating...dont know what happened,we suddenly we became sooo crazy!!! We were laughing non-stop. HAHA!!!

Then we debating about where to go. Finally we decided that we go to PENINSULA. HAJAR and AS have stopping in every shoe shop there is. *headache* Then we took a bus to send my black buchuk home.

So now waiting for my black buchuk so BYE!!!

2008-04-05T16:53:00.003+08:00

WARNING!!! VERY LONG!!!

So the last 2 days,i've been going out. Now im very tired.

Thursday went out to accompany NISA to print her work at PEACE CENTRE then after that we went for LASALLE hunting and it took us about 2 hours or so. We were freaking tired and frustrated becoz we were told thta LASALLE was at DHOBY GHAUT but it was at BUGIS,just beside SIM LIM SQUARE. Then we ate at LJS coz we were so freaking hungry and whatsmore,it was raining so heavy. Then we went home.

Then yesterday,Friday, went to JBP with my BLACK BUCHUK and with AS,HADJA and WAN. So tiring yet fun and happening trip!!! Except for the birds...they are so boring. At the end of the day...we were all tired.

Hmm i guess thats should be all. Oh ya...if you people eat at BANQUET...try this noodle dish...BIAO MIAN. NICE.

2008-04-02T15:02:00.002+08:00

WOW! Its has been long since i blog. Because i got nothing to blog but now i do.

Ok now im so happy because i've got someone new in my life. I never did expect to found someone new and fall in love again. All i hope is now...this will be the last one for me. Love u my BLACK BUCHUK!!! Hope to see u this friday =)

For the past few days im not been feeling too well. I got flu...cough and stomach pains. And its has been going on like this for the past 1 week.

Ok i tink thats all for now.

2008-03-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

Im watching AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7 now. And I just knew that DAVID HERNANDEZ is OUT!!! But that I dont care as long my favourites is not out, I will be happy.

Here I support... and .

But my full support is to DAVID COOK. Reason I support him is because, one...he's a rocker, two...he's good. SO ROCK ON MAN!!! So below is his video performances.

TOP 24

TOP 16

TOP 12

Hope he will win. If not...make an album!

Ok now its freaking cold and I have only with my boxer on!!! SWEATER NEED!!!

2008-03-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

Meet NISA at yishun along with ADEQ,BOB and a punkemo girl,forgot her name. Accompanied NISA to chongpang to buy contact lens while the others eating. After all meet at the same place again. Making jokes...laughing and smoke,then around 530pm we all went our separate ways since NISA has to go home. But before that she BITE me at arm!!! Luckily no marks if not...you know what I will do to you. *evil laugh*.

So now watching American Idol,hoping that RAMIELLE will get thru the FINAL 12.

Alrite now...thats all now. Chow!!!

2008-03-06T10:33:00.002+08:00

So tuesday,went all over yishun to find a good salon. No...not to cut my hair but to colour my hair. I think this is the biggest decent decision that is ever made. The new colour of my hair isn't that drastic at all. But I think i want to change to a drastic colour by next month and also highlight too.

Then yesterday went to lepak with AH-BUIH and AH-TAO at coffeeshop nearby since our usual hangout place is pack with people. Then later on watch live soccer and ate my 1st meal of the day,cause I spent most of the day sleeping until AH-BUIH call.

Now still not sleepy yet. Confirm later at 12pm,I will sleep. HAHA! But later on must meet NISA to so called 'celebrate' her fren's birthday. BOOORING!!! But promise is a promise to meet her as after I paitao her on monday. HAHA!!! The story like this,last monday,I suppose to meet her but I was totally knocked out and some more I was at east coast the day before with AH-BUIH,AH-TAO and their friend. Imagine she called me 15 times!!! MAMPOS!!! So promise is a promise that is to meet her.

Alrite gtg now. Chow!!!

2008-03-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

I woke up early today like 6am. Then i make breakfast...MAGGI GORENG and CUCUR CUCUR KENTANG and UDANG.

Then later on,i went out to CT HALL alone. I had to go out because,relatives from my mum side came,that's is ok for me but what im not ok is that,they want to karaoke. I HATE karaoke especially when doing it at home if like a lounge or outside function then its ok for me but not at home though. So around 1pm,i get out of my house. Went to 711 at CITYLINK to buy some drinks and newpaper. Sat down near MARINA SQUARE,watching people to and fro while smoking,drinking and reading newpaper like how many im not sure. Around 7+,i went home after my mum called to told me that they went home. Oh ya while i was there,at CITYLINK,when i was shioking reading and listening to mp3,these philiphines girls came up to me and asked me how to go to the fountain which at SUNTEC CITY. At first i told them by verbal then they like 'lost',so in the end i showed them the way myself. Then inside the mrt at MARINA BAY STN,while waiting for the mrt to go,this old chinese lady came up to and ask me whether the train that she boarded will go to amk?. So i said ya. And it didnt stop there,for a few mins she talked to me eventhough I still listening to my mp3. Then she stop talked to me. Thanked GOD.

So reached home,i somehow fell asleep which i dont know how until i woke up around 10pm and i forgot that i bought Nasi Briyani. Ate abit then i throw away since nobody wants to eat it. So now waiting for AH-BUIH to pick me up den fetch AH-TAO. G TEH TARIK!!! Our usually night hangout place.

Alrite think thats all people :)

2008-02-27T05:14:00.003+08:00

Its 5.14am. There's live match between JUVENTUS VS TORINO.

I just finished making breakfast and cooking a dish so that my parent can bring it to work later on,and also hot tea and coffee as well. And that's is my new job early in the morning. Yeah basically every morning except sunday,I will be cooking for my parent. Hey! I enjoy cooking so it doesn't matter. And my mum is so happy that I cook for her and also she not need to rush to cook and at the same time pack her things for work.

I simply love food!!! I used to be a fussy eater but now I eat basically eat anything. Someday I want to open a food biz. And I admired how chinese manage their food biz. Their food has quality and their price ain't that expensive. But malays(and not all)...price is expensive and their food quality...SUCKS!!! Even a simple dish,they shortcuts it or they use yesterdays' and heat it up. There was once at NORTHPOINT,I ate at this malay stall,rice,sambal goreng and sambal tumis kupang. The sambal gorang...abit of long bean and tempeh and alot of beancurd. Then the sambal tumis kupang...was abit sour and I knew it was yesterdays' but I still eat it. And the next day,i got diarrhoea. But the best malay food that I've known in years is at AMK near Al-Mutaqin Mosque and BEDOK INTERCHANGE.

So I guess thats all people.

2008-02-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Note to NISA:
Next time don't trust people too easily. Let that be a lesson learned in the near future.

Now Im frustrated about someone right now!!! i think this is the last time Im gonna help you. Get yourself a downloader!!!

2008-02-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

First of all, I wanna say sorry to all the people who called me and I nvr pick up. And y? Because i was sleeping and eventhough I heard my hp rang in my sleeps but i I just ignored it.

Today i woke up early in the morning then after I bathe and had my breakfast,i slept again from 11am to 1030pm. Yesterday and today was the best sleep I ever had.

So I just got off the phone with my bestie,NISA.
What is it about? That i cant tell.

Man! Im still sleepy.

2008-02-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

I've been smoking non-stop...
Im getting fat each day goes by...
Im happy everday but...
I missed the old times.

The fond and bad memories which is clinging on me...
mostly about you...
a person like you is hard to find...
but...
you're with someone else...
that is why im running away from you...
cause i know its wrong and i dont want to hurt myself.

And I cant bring myself to see or talk to you life before...
eventhough I wish to...
there's still pics I kept of you and me together...
and everytime I saw it...
it makes me smile and sadness.

You were there when i need shoulders to lean on...
You were there when i bored...
You were there when i need someone to talked to.

Everytime im about to fall...its you who i think about...
You were my strength for me to hold on.

And I let you slip through my fingers...
and that is a mistakes i make.

2008-02-23T09:52:00.002+08:00

Few hours ago...I watched MEET THE SPARTANS and RAMBO 4. MEET THE SPARTANS was funny movie with a non logical story lines. Malay always say when they sees this movie,"konek sak cerita die!"...translation,"the movie is cock!". HAHA!!!

Oh ya...5/10. Rent dvd!!! Dont waste your money.

As for RAMBO 4...I couldnt catch up with the storylines due to the bass of the movie in my comp. The action scenes was extremely good that have gore. Can see the parts of human flesh flying around after get shot by GPMG or hand grenade. The only thing is that stallone voice is getting deeper because in this movie,he's like mumbling.

Even though this movie is last month show, still I will rate.

8/10.

NOTE TO NISA:
Nisa...kasihani lah kat 'bini' kao tu. Kesian die tao. Brape lame kao nk merajok dgn die ni?? Takkn kao sensitive kot? Rajuk balek dgn die lah.

2008-02-16T21:46:00.004+08:00

OF THE END RESULT

It's been long since we saw each other

and I dreamt about you when I was sleeping

Oh oh oh...

There you were infront of me

I saw your sweet face and eyes which are glowing with happiness

And there you were

Talking to me, laughing with me

Like you always do

Oh oh oh...

I loved the way how the way you smiled

I love the way how you laughed

I loved the way how your voice sound when

You called my name

Now see what we have become

We're are like strangers...like strangers

Its my fault its my fault

of the end result

Of the end result...

2008-02-16T05:50:00.003+08:00

Alrite I just got back.

So yesterday and I mean on 15 March 2008, I watched a movie called 'JUMPER' with GERL GERL and AH-TAO at PLAZA SINGAPURA.

It was great movie.
The story was not all over and that makes a great movie.
But I think...I think only uh is that the lead actor,Hayden Christensen somehow not right for this movie. His facial expression and the way he expressed his feelings into the character is bland. If you seen the STAR WARS:EPISODE III,the same expression he had for this movie.

And for the ending...hmm...funny and shocked.

I rate it...8.5/10.

So I think thats all about it.

2008-02-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

Im feeling BORED and SLEEPY at the same time!!!

I've meddling my comp...youtubing...and listening to music and also sleeping.

Watching all time favourite show...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS!!! I know it childish but there's always a kid in each of us and also awesome especially the very 1st POWER RANGERS. They're awesome!!! Not like now. So boring.

I tink on the 14th, i wanna go shopping. Need to buy more t-shirt since i gain a little weight. HAHA!!! And also watch 'JUMPER' also.

AARRGG!!! So bored!!! No life!!!

2008-02-11T04:42:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching SPIDER-MAN 3,which was a WOW!. I know I know it was a last year movie but I didnt get to watch it. The best part was when SPIDERMAN and GREEN GOBLIN team up to fight the SANDMAN and VENOM. And what makes the show cool is the spidey black suit with silver web design. That is AWESOME. But it became ugly when the suit became VENOM.

So there will be SPIDER-MAN 4 right? Should have right? Hope it does.

I've been downloading movies and burn them into dvd.

Other than watching SPIDER-MAN 3, I have a make a new and lastest creation. See the pic on top of the blog page. It may seems easy. Well it is. Only the hardest part is the picture of myself. It takes alot of shots to have a perfect shot and pose. It might be average but HEY! Im still learning, thanks to the free time I had. And I want to get my hands on that hard to get ADOBE PHOTOSHOP! NISA!!! Where's the photoshop you promise to find for me???

Hmmm...So I think thats all for now...

2008-02-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

WHAT A BORING SATURDAY!!!

Nothing to do. Even the tv shows are boring. Hell! Even MSN messenger got nobody online. Where is everybody go??

I just woke up, been sleeping frm 3pm. Now Im very sleepy again. I think im gonna sleepy again since there's nothing on the tv.

I cant wait to get my allowance! I need job!

So wats going to happen tomorrow? Confirm confirm boring! Im sure of tht.

Damn this running nose!!! Its getting on my nerve!!!

2008-02-07T07:49:00.000+08:00

Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau

Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu

Disaat engkau merindukan diriku

Kutahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu

Waktu yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku

Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku

Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku

Yang panjang dalam hidupku

One word...REGRET.

2008-02-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

So bored.

I got nothing to do. Havent found a job yet.

At home...all i do is...youtubing...editing my pics...check my friendster...read other people's profile and other people's blog.

Not been eating well lately. And more of sleeping. Ate one once a day and sleep early. Usually i slept usually around 8 0r 10 am. But now...i slept like around 1 am and woke up early in the morning then after i bathe, few hours later i slept again.

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Memories sometimes can be sweet but it also can be sour.

I miss the good old days. From the time of my childhood,primary,secondary and mostly ITE and partly of my national service. Those were the years that you dont have to care about anything except study and getting good grades and most important of all...having fun.

Of all those years, what i like the most is my secondary school times and ITE times.

Secondary where I had my first girlfriend and i totally sucks at it but we're still friends now. And the era of wrestling. HAHA!!! And do some voluleentary work for school and became group leader of TAF club. And i used to be naughty,playful and a joker. Never stop disturbed people.

Then the ITE times. Enter the SERVICE SKILLS course because of some reason which is dumb by the way. But you know what...im glad to school in ITE Bishan because, i have met great friends there and they are girls by the way. Name of girls that i closed with...NISA, SHA, HAWA, FIZA, ADILLAH, YANI, SITI,SYIRAH, ABBY, ANISAH and SAM. The first nine names, is the most crazy girls that I never met before. Loved to make joked with them.
And met special person there and also special kind of bond with someone. Miss those days.

2008-02-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to watched SWEENEY TODD THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET, with SAM and her friend, SOPHIA and SOPHIA'S boyfriend, ZI WEI.

Overall I think the movie is QUITE GOOD because of JOHNNY DEPP as he is my favourite actor. Its a musical movie actually and its annoyed me everytime they sang.

And you can forget about eating chicken pie or meat when you seen how people been murdered and what they become.

Ending part was a no wow. But the storylines were good though.

I rate it 7/10. Just rent it when it published into vcd and dvd.

Then later on we ate at SUBWAY which was pack with people and we waited for 10mins or so to get a sit. After that took some pics with the zodiac animals with SAM. Then we hang around for awhile then we went home. As for me...I did not when cause I hang around at yishun till today morning...alone that is.

2008-01-31T11:18:00.000+08:00

F.R.I.EN.D.

For the past few days...been hanging out with my friends. Like monday I hang out with NISA with her 16 year old BOIfriend, FAS, haha! joking joking only, and friend, BOB. Then the next day, met AH-TAO to accompany him to cut his hair and after a while,NISA called me if I can hang with her, so i said later then meet her. So met NISA,LISZ,FAS,BOB and a new friend,ASH. It was a chaotic and crazy moment when CHONG,NISA and LISZ met. Laughing and shouting. OMG. But there's also a awkward situation between LISZ and ASH. Don't think I dont know ah LISZ. HAHA!!! Cut short...need to clap both hands to have a sound. I've been in that spot before. Confusing...

Then just now...for 1 night only...the reunion of TEAM PAITZ. There's AH-BUIH, AH-BBLE, AH-PAI and AH-TAO. A reunion thats hard to come by. When these 4 guys meet each other, we will be crazy. We can do many things when we all together and there's one thing that we always agreed on...CHICKS BABEY!!! Each of us have a pattern when we see chicks. For AH-BUIH and AH-BBLE, their eyes will lock on and wont focus on someone talking to them. And like for AH-TAO, he gets distracted. And as for me...all...eyes lock,won't focus on other people and distracted. Hey! We only do this for fun and no more than that. So harm doing that. After that, we went to SELETAR DAM to chill out. It was FAST AND FURIOUS. Don't ask why. Everytime I swore to myself that I wont take a ride with AH-BBLE yet I still take a ride with him. We chill out at SELETAR DAM, laughing,talking and eating nuts. For us...not only we should have fun and PAITAO people but we sometimes do talk serious stuff. Thats we are...TEAM PAITZ.

LONG LIVE TEAM PAITZ!!!

2008-01-17T04:57:00.000+08:00

It's already 5 am and i cant sleep. Been tossing and turning on my mattress.

Just the other day i hang with AH-TAO at NORTHPOINT, out of sudden he said, "CHONG! We're 20 now!". I looked at him and said, "So?", and he said,"We old already",and I replied,"no we're not", and he replied,"yes we are and we are on the 4th stages of life!". Then he talked about the stages of life and i paid no so watever attention to him cause i was smoking away.

So just when i was surveying for job and racking my brains how to write a resume coz i dont know how the format,the thoughts of the stages of life came to me.

So now i at 4th stage. 2 stages to go.

2008-01-15T08:11:00.000+08:00

Have you ppl watched 'CRIME WATCH' on tv? And have you ppl heard abt multi-millions dollars investment scam? Well...i receive a email not one bt two. Below is the email tht i received today and the other day.

DEAR FRIEND, <-------------------------------------------------MR HAKIM URGENT ASSISTANCE IS NEEDED PLEASE, I KNOW THAT THIS MESSAGE WILL COME TO YOU AS A SURPRISE. I AM THE BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER IN BANK OF AFRICA (BOA), OUAGADOUGOU BURKINAFASO. I HOPED THAT YOU WILL NOT EXPOSE OR BETRAY THIS TRUST AND CONFIDENT ON THIS BUSINESS. I NEED YOUR URGENT ASSISTANCE IN TRANSFERRING THE SUM OF (USD$10) MILLION TO YOUR ACCOUNT WITH IN 10 TO 14 BANKING DAYS. THIS MONEY HAS BEEN DORMANT FOR YEARS IN OUR BANK WITHOUT CLAIM. I WANT THE BANK TO RELEASE THE MONEY TO YOU AS THE NEAREST PERSON TO OUR DECEASED CUSTOMER (THE OWNER OF THE ACCOUNT) DIED ALONG WITH HIS SUPPOSED NEXT OF KIN IN AN AIR CRASH SINCE NOVEMBER, 2000. I DON'T WANT THE MONEY TO GO INTO OUR BANK TREASURER ACCOUNT AS AN ABANDONED FUND. SO THIS IS THE REASON WHY I CONTACTED YOU SO THAT THE BANK CAN RELEASE THE MONEY TO YOU AS THE NEXT OF KIN TO THE DECEASED CUSTOMER. PLEASE I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KEEP THIS PROPOSAL AS A TOP SECRET AND DELETE IT IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED. UPON RECEIPT OF YOUR REPLY, I WILL GIVE YOU FULL DETAILS AND THE TEXT OF APPLICAION FORM ON HOW THE BUSINESS WILL BE EXECUTED AND ALSO NOTE THAT YOU WILL HAVE 40% OF THE ABOVE MENTIONED SUM IF YOU AGREE TO THIS BUSINESS WITH ME? AND 10% WILL BE SET ASIDE FOR ANY EXPENSES THAT WARRANT ON THE PROCESS BEFORE THE FUND GET INTO YOUR BANK ACCOUNT SUCH AS TELEPHONE CALLS BILLS (ETC). YOU CAN CONTACT ME VIA THIS MAIL (mr_ahkim010@hotmail.fr) THANKS AND GOD BLESS. MR KAMARU

MOHAMMED OSMAN
DIRECTOR AUDITING ACCOUNTING UNIT,
BANK OF AFRICA.(BOA)
OUAGADOUGOU/BURKINA FASO.

DEAR FRIEND,

THIS MESSAGE MIGHTY MEET YOU IN UTMOST SUPRISE, HOWEVER IT'S JUST MY URGENT NEED FOR FOREIGN PARTNER THAT MADE ME TO CONTACT YOU FOR THIS TRANSACTION. lAM A BANKER BY PROFESSION FROM BURKINA FASO IN WEST AFRICA AND CURRENTLY HOLDING THE POST OF DIRECTOR AUDITING AND ACCOUNTING UNIT OF THE BANK.

I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY OF TRANSFERING THE LEFT OVER FUNDS ($15.5 MILLION US DOLLARS) OF ONE OF MY BANK CLIENTS WHO DIED ALONG WITH HIS ENTIRE FAMILY ON 31, JULY 2000 IN A PLANE CRASH. YOU CAN CONFIRM THE GENUINESS OF THE DECEASE DEATH BY CLICKING ON THIS WEB SITE http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/859479.stm

HENCE , I AM INVITING YOU FOR A BUSINESS DEAL WHERE THIS MONEY CAN BE SHARED BETWEEN US IN THE RATION OF 60/30 WHILE 10% WILL BE MAPPED OUT FOR EXPENSES. IF YOU AGREE TO MY BUSINESS PROPOSAL. FURTHER DETAIL OF THE TRANSFER WILL BE FORWARDED TO YOU AS SOON AS I RECEIVE YOUR RETURN MAIL AND REPLY TO ME IMMEDIATELY.

HAVE A GREAT DAY.
YOUR FAITHFULLY
MOHAMMED OSMAN

Stupid MOTHER F!!! Do they know tht police have warned abt this scam to ppl? Cant be dumb enough to use these scam again and also cant be dumb enough for ppl to believe these shit? There's no easy making money in this world. Even you bet on 4D or TOTO, your winning chances is 1 to 1,000,000. I sometimes played 4D and i do sometimes win bt it depends on luck bt usually i lost. So there's no easy money making.

2008-01-15T04:35:00.000+08:00

its 530 in the morning and i just woke up from a very good sleeps but my heads hurt as if i was been knocked by bat. I hate when it happens. DAMN IT!

So yesterday went out with AH-TAO. He has 2 motive to go out with me. First...he want to eat HORFUN or HOKKIEN MEE at AMK BANQUET. Then secondly...he want to challenge me to a pool game and also out of sudden. Usually it always me who ask him to play pool.

Meet AH-TAO at YISHUN MRT at 2. Then ate lunch at AMK BANQUET. After that went to play pool at AMK also. It was a competitive game yet fun. After all the fun,went back to YISHUN then to CHONG PANG pasar malam which was horrible. Got nothing. Then we walked around and we came onto this game shop thanz t AH-TAO's instinct.

Reached home around 7 plus, had a bathe then I slept which i sthe earliest timing that i ever slept.

2008-01-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

So the chapter of 2007 has ended and now...a new chapter, 2008 is ready to be written. Hopefully 2008 will be a good year for me and as well for my parents.

It has been a while since i blogged. So nothing much about me,havent for job yet. but recently i rent a car,MIT LANCER, for 4 days,shared it with a friend though...AH-TAO. He used the car on friday and saturday while i used the car on sunday and monday. At first,it felt different abit cause it has been a long time since i drive. So after a few rounds of driving inside yishun,it became stable. So on the sunday morning,i brought my parent to geylang market then in the afternoon,went to JOO CHIAT then went to my aunt house at BEDOK NORTH ST 3. I was so freaking tired that i slept at my aunt and went home around 8+. Then later on, i fetched AH-BUIH at his house to mit AH-TAO under his blk for hanging around. Went home around 2am.

About 0630 i sent my parent to work at pasir ris and i fetched nisa from her place to her work place at SERANGOON. Nearly lost otw to MAC's drive thru at AMK and to her work place. She's to blame. HAHA! Went home get to sleep for a few hours then fetch my parent from their work place at 11am. Drove as fast as i could so i can sleep. Then around 1700, i send the vehicle back.

2007-12-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

Last saturday...around 1400,someone was knocking on my door while i was sleeping. When i looked through the peep hole,it was the postman. He asked me whether i am MUHAMMAD FADZIL BIN ABAS and i answered yes. And he gave an envelope. I opened it and guess what??? my photocard license!!!! WOOHOO!!!!

At last...after all the shits,pain,suffering and tears that i shed for the past 1 year plus as a driver just to get a piece of card is done.

One word to describe that i've learnt...PERSEVERANCE.

2007-12-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm...im thinking of that i want to cook tomorrow. It has been a long time since i cook. So since yesterday i've been searching for recipes. Im thinking of cooking a dish that is simple yet different. Im thinking of noodle dish or macaroni.

So i think thats all for now...

2007-12-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! FINALLY!!! CHONG GOT A CLASS 3 LICENSE!!! WOOHOO!!!

Well I only got the a piece of letter not the card. Have to wait for another 2 weeks but i still can drive while waiting for the card.

Alhamdulilah that i got the license after all the hardships,pain and sufferings that i had as a driver and i pick myself up...stand up...lift my head up and worked hard in order to achieve something what we drivers want,that is...class 3 license.

Im proud of myself and i hope my mum proud of me too.

2007-12-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

Ok im bored and im down with a slightly fever and flu. Been with it for the past 1 week.

Moments ago my friend gave me this website. The website is about your behaviour and month which you were born. So im born in June. Its in malay. Sorry. And if you see the sentemce that is bold meaning that its the behaviour i have.

* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan.
* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik.
* Berperangai lemah lembut.
* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood.*
* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala.
* Bersikap sensitif.*
* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir).*
* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera.*
* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh.
* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik.*
* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk.*
* Suka bercakap & berdebat.
* Suka buat lawak & bergurau.*
* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan.*
* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan.
* orang yang sangat tertib.
* Pandai mempamerkan sikap.
* Mudah kecil hati.
* Mudah kena selsema.*
* Suka berkemas.
* Cepat rasa bosan.*
* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet.
* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan.*
* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati.*
* Suka pada barang yang berjenama.
* Mudah menjadi eksekutif.
* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal.
* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap

2007-11-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

ORD OH!!!!

2 years of waiting...

2 years to say ord...

And now...

Im...ORD OH!!! 30 November.

So happy yet felt abit sad as to leave everything behind. Now just have to wait for reservist.

Gonna get my license soon. WOOHOO!!! Never thought im gonna get my license. What a life!

So just now, went out to meet NISA, LISZ and NISA's friend(forgot the name). Eventhough I got flu, i still meet them. Check the vid below and see what have LISZ done to me.

So thats all for now...

2007-11-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

WHAT A GREAT DAY!!!

Today the reunite of TEAM PAITZ!!!

AH-BUIH...AH-BBLE...AH-PAI...AH-TAO...AH-RENG...FULL FORCE!!!

So early in the morning met AH-BUIH at Yishun at 0700 then we took bus 858 to the airport. On the way there...there was a freaking slow and long jam at SLE towards TPE. We were stuck in the jam for 45mins or so then nearly reaching the TPE,the road went back to normal. Oh ya...it rains so heavy too.

Reached airport,terminal 2,we sat down as to wait for AH-TAO. Then we sat down there for while then we too cab headed to AH-TAO's house. Once we ate provided by his mum,we all went inside AH-TAO's room,I played PSP for a few mins then I slept till 5 plus pm. In the middle of it...AH-BUIH went home for awhile to help his father with something and a while later,AH-BBLE came.

Then the three of us (AH-PAI,AH-TAO and AH-BBLE) all went out to meet AH-BUIH under AH-TAO's blk and AH-RENG,AKERB,KUS and ZAI at yishun area to play street soccer.

It was a good game,playing against each other and playing against other team. Then we sat under AH-RENG's void deck to discuss about our chalet. Once we end the discussion,we all went our separate ways.Once home...I bathed and ate my 'dinner'. And now I doing this blog. So thats all for now.

2007-11-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!! I will be at home from 6 Nov till 26 Nov...except for 12 Nov. WOOHOO!!!

I just woke up and Im still SLEEPY due to I never sleep from yesterday night till today morning. Tomorrow will be going to the airport to fetch one of the TEAM PAITZ member...SYAWAL. Back from india.

So I think that all for now.

2007-11-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

I couldnt sleep...thinking about something. Sooner or later im sure as hell Im gonna become mentally ill if this go on. I wanna be like last time...free of love...free of trouble...free of aniting. Why cant it stay that way? We were closed but because of my feelings to you and the situation of yours...I make you walked away from my life. Wished I shouldnt have done that and we could still be the same...closed as ever.

For few months,I have forgotten about you but out of sudden,I misses u. I cant help of thinking of the times I've had with you. Sometimes I would go to our hangout places just to relive the memories of you and me. I missed your smile...your laugh and your beautiul eyes. Eventhough when I was with someone else,you still in my mind. You were my first priority. If only I could tell you how I feel...if there only chance. Will there be a chance? Will there be?

I miss you...
I miss you so much...

2007-11-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

IM IN A BAD SHAPE RIGHT NW... REAL BAD!!! So many things in my head. I cant sleep. I NEED TO SMOKE!!! BUT GOT NO CIGS!!!

2007-10-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

Im just lazy to type and tell about my india trip...so here's the pics.

Me and My Cousin

2007-10-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

This is a lyric from 'FAR AWAY' by NICKLEBACK in case you don't know.

To me...the song is very deep ever since it released early last year. I have long dedicated this song to a girl whom I used to closed with. How I wished we could be like last tyme. I missed spending the days and times with you. How I wished I could confess my feelings to you and telling you how much I need you in my life. How I wish that I was brave like you. If there's a chance for me to say the things I wanna say to you,I will say it. I've shouldn't have drove you away from my life. Forgive me for what I've done. I used to say this...No matter wat...U will be MY SPECIAL ONE.

2007-09-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

IM BORED!!!!

IM STRESS!!!

It just 8 days left before I will be flying off to INDIA.

By next week I should be on leave since I going to ord but...I cant becoz I have to go to another outfield by 20SA(the unit that we're supporting for india),Wednesday to Friday, 3 days 2 nights. I cant believe it.

And some more...still got ord briefing and FFI/Dental/HIV checkups and all these things will be on next week except for the ord briefing should be on last week friday but cancel. Becoz of the outfield...I dont know when have to do all those admin stuff. Thanks CO of 20SA! You have make things worst! F*CK!!!

Advance pay is not in yet! Things to bring for india havent pack yet! AARRGGHHH!!!

Im so stress rite now...I dont know what to do anymore. Hari raya just 2 weeks away and I will be celebrating there.

2 more months to ord yet have to through shit. It should not be this way! IM FED UP!!!

2007-09-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

Went out with NISA yesterday.Supposely I should go out with HAIKAL to go to Jurong East to buy my MP3 battery but then he havent woke up until 4pm. By the time he called me,I already at city hall on the way to Bugis.

Meet NISA at Bugis looking for his brother present. Went htere but nothing to be found so we went to town later. Reached town,we go to FAR EAST. Finally bought a t-shirt at BILLBOARD. The design is ok but not for me though. HAHA!

After that nisa wanna buy a bag for her brother. We rounding the FAR EAST but we never found it. Thanks to me! HAHA! And nisa also shopping for her as well. She bought girl boxers and guess what she asked me which design is nice? You know at that time of point,I dont know where to put my face. Just thicken my face and help her with the choosing of the boxers. Perangai mcm MURTABAK! HAHA!

Then went to HEEREN to look for a bag. Went into this surfer shop hope theres a bag. They got the bags but they got EMILY's merchandise. They got the bags, the t-shirt and SHOES! And my god,nisa was freaking crazy about it. Everything she touches,she wanna buy it. Luckily I was there to stop her. Thats why when she shops,I need to be by her side...she is a very very shopping FREAK. In the end,she bought a t-shirt.

After that, we went to CATHAY CINELESIURE. Couldnt find a bag also but I found my favourite clothing brand. I WANT THE SWEATER! So nisa said she wanna buy for me as my birthday present but I declined because I know that she cant afford it. And she said would buy for me and so she asked the sales girl for the price and guess what is the price is? $239.00!!! I know that the sweater would be expensive. HAHA!

Its 1800 and we've got 1 hour left for break-fast. So we decided to packed LJS from FAR EAST and eat it at YISHUN. Reached YISHUN around 1920 then we ate void deck. We were s hungry. Then after a while,nisa fren,DEXTER, came and hang with us for a while. Then I accompanied nisa to interchange while DEXTER went back to his home. Then I went home.

2007-09-16T12:54:00.000+08:00

Ok now i having a fever since yesterday yet still i went out so as today.

On the Friday...after break-fast,went out with AH-PAI for dinner AGAIN,at FISH 'n' CO at AMK HUB. It is my first time eating in a restaurant. I ordered NEW YORK FISH N CHIP...the flavour was buttery and the dory fish itself was flaky but I dont quite like the taste of the fries because the fries was mixed with paprika so it taste a bit hot. I prefered LONG JOHN SILVER fries. CRISPY!!!!. Well for AH-PAI,he ordered BEST IN TOWN FISH N CHIP. For his FISH N CHIP was normal actually but the fish was flaky too. And for the drinks...it was a very funny situation actually. The story like this,we ordered each of us a drink...some sort of ice blended. So when we ordered,the waitress told us that we wouldnt want to ordered two drinks. So we were wondering and asked why. And she replied that the drink is equivalent to 1litre of jug. And we were like HUH?? We both dont believed it so I asked the waitress to show the jug and when I saw she took out the jug from the drinks counter,I was shocked until one the malay waitress laughed. Malu man! So we just ordered one. By the end of our dinner...we still cant finished up 1litre drink. Oh gosh! We were like fools in there.

On the Saturday...went to SIM LIM with AH-PAI and Sadiy and his fren. Eventhough I had fever,I still went out. We spent there for about 3hours. Because Sadiy's fren wants to buy PSP...shop after shop...negotiate after negotiate...he forgot to bring his atm. OH MY GOD! I feel like taking his brain out and smashed it. So stupid!

And today...still got fever yet I have to go to KAKI BUKIT CURCUIT CENTRE for skid training. This training is for our india trip to prepare ourselves for the terrain there.

And now Im back...later on wanna cut my hair and then rest. next will be a veryx1000 busy week for me. !*@&^%$!

2007-09-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today I brought my lovely mum went out. Firstly brought her to NSC for her check up. Then after that,I brought her to ARAB ST. Bring her around the ARAB ST. and bought her a dress. I promised to buy her a dress as a birthday present.Her birthday was last monday,on the 10th but didnt get to celebrate as I was at the outfield.

After that,bought some food at ZAM ZAM RESTUARANT for break-fast later on. Then took a cab for our home.

Tomorrow I on off and maybe this weekend goin to be burn again. And not only that,on monday there's going to be battalion exercise till thursday. DAMN!!! 2 more months to ord yet still freaking busy!!!! *!&@^&#%$!!!!!!

23 more days to go...INDIA! SAYA SINI DATANG!!!

2007-09-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

Ok now I'm back.

Last week was a very very very hectic week. 7 days straight I was attached with 2SIR,suppose until today. They supporting the ARMY OPEN HOUSE at PASIR LABA CAMP. Everyday I have to wake up at 0430 hrs because I have to report at AMOY QUEE CAMP/2SIR at 0600 hrs. Evevry morning I have to take cab,spent all my balanced money onto the cab. Then reached home abt 2300 plus hrs. There's was no more energy on me already that I gave up on the attachment and gave it to someone else instead.

ARMY OPEN HOUSE was great,fun and enjoyable. I get to the try their war games..gadgets and learned more things abt their gadgets. The show was the best. Performed by the SAF DRAMA AND DANCE then a scenario involving the ARMY, POLICE FORCE and CIVIL DEFENCE abt how to tackle the situation of terrorism and such. Lastly it was the fireworks that caught the audiences attention. Even I was self amazed. I never seen fireworks up closed.

Then...there was time that god let me see someone whom I wouldnt want to see, and yet he let me. First of all, now I know which camp her bf from,same camp as the open house and he's an RP(some sort of guard). The very first time that I saw him,I knew that she would come to the open house either on Friday,Saturday or Sunday. Then it came true. On the Saturday that I saw them walking towards the gate while I was driving back towards the camp also. At that point of time...I was angry. I was angry at her and myself. I dont even know why I still felt that way...but it scar and hurt me so bad. I dont know what should I do anymore.

Can I trust love...feelings...?

2007-08-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

WHAT A RUN!!!

Today was a hell for me. Why? Because today morning was a SPORE BAY RUN and ARMY HALF MARATHON. And guess what is the distance I have to run? 21km!

This is my 2nd time of doing this event. Last year I only had to ran 6km. But 21km...its was hell for me. I only can ran abt 6km then I walked all the way till the finish line because my left ankle is hurt and its unbearable.
It was an endurance for me eventhough I wasnt running but limping for more than 10km,it was painful. It took me 4 hours to end the run. After the run...sit down for a while,let my feet had a breather,watched the prze ceremony and lastly took a pic.

Me an the rest of THE PAITZ plus 3 extra guyz changed to our civilian and went on to Ct Hall Mrt Stn as to wait for Ah-Snub father to pick us up with pick-up. Reached home around 12pm,soacked my feet into hot water for a couple of mins then bathed. After bathed...I slept for donno how long then my mum woke me up to eat.

Later on need to go back camp. SHIT! And also I will be away for 5 days...attached to PASIR LABA CAMP. And also I on stand-by. Too many things on me. Too much!

Ok I think thts all. I wanna rest again.

2007-08-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was a late night outing. Watching last night show with SYAWAL at Causeway Point...RUSH HOUR 3. Its was good and funny show. Laughing non-stop. HAHA! The show around 1 plus in the morning. Then hang at woodlands area since I know the are. We hang at Blk 606. Sitting there...talking nonsense...sing...laughing..serious talk and planning wat to do after we ORD. We hang there from 2am till 5am. Then we headed to ADMIRLTY MRT STATION to have our breakfast at Macs. By that time...both of our eyes are heavy as rock. So we took a cab to go back to yishun. Reached home around 630 and quickly i drop onto my bed and slept till 3pm. After i woke up...my mum asked me to eat then i played my ps2 and cling to my comp till 5 plus pm then I bathed.And now Im blogging. Now im kinda of bored actually yet tired and sleepy.

Oklah I tink thats all for now.

2007-08-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

10 Aug 2007, Friday.

I was on half day so I met my besties, NISA and SHA at Yishun. Then we jamm at Yishun also at 4. The jamming session is ok better than the last time we last jamm. End at 5 then hang for awhile. It was a quite a fun half day. After that went to meet AH-TAO at Yishun mrt for shopping.Headed down to Orchard and Somerset but could not find aniting that we want so we went to Peninsula. At there, I bought a new black sweater at my fav shop there. AH-TAO wants to buy belt buckle but couldnt made his mind so he didnt buy it.

After that went to Bugis Street. We bought t-shirts. I bought 3 pieces and together it cost $45 and AH-TAO bought 1 piece from FRESHBOX and SPADE and another pices from other shop. Then we went home.

11 Aug 2007, Saturday.

THE PAITZ met early at Yishun at 8 in the morning. THE PAITZ is AH-PAI (Me), AH-TAO (Syawal), AH-BUIH (DI), AH-BEL (Jab) and AH-SNUB (Shafiee) and another fren, AMOK. And always, AH-TAO late as usual. Then meet HALIM under his blk. His father pick us up and bring us to CCK. Got weddings there. We were there not as visitors but as dish-washers. That is our part time job on the wkends. There was 8 persons altogether plus 2 girls. Its was tiring and fun at the same time. We end around 9 plus in the evening. Soon after I bathe,I slept.

2007-08-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm...there's nothing to blog about.

Just my that my ankle getting from bad to worst. Its hurting lyke hell.

Finally...

3 MORE MONTHS TO ORD OH!!!

2007-07-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

So its SUNDAY today and last day of the week. Haiz...

Morning reached home from camp after i got duty on Friday and Saturday. Actually my duty is on Friday but I just stay on Saturday as my kliq on duty on the day itself.

Reached home abt 12pm. Ate breakfast before we went home.

Reached home thought of playing my PS2 but as i searched for my games in my bag,it was no in there as I left it in camp. I only bring back the console and controller. That SUCKS!!!

Planning to play pool today with SYAWAL but he bubble. He never sms me. RABAK!

Well I cut my hair today. After that,i slept for a few hours den I woke up.

Viewing my old FRIENDSTER account. I was laughing while reading the comments that i get from my frens from the class of IOH from ITE BISHAN. I never thought of myself like they thought of me. Well thats was before. Now maybe its different. I guessed.

Watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL just nw. Good show. Especially VANESSA HUDGENS. She's SWEET!!! I LIKE =)

2007-07-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

Living The Past

Sometimes i wished tht i can go back to the past. Especially year 2004. To me that year was the best one. It because i was in ITE BISHAN and i get to be friends with alot of girls. It was the best. IOH...the troublesome class and craziest class! HAHA! And also i got into a band. This band were a kinda a rare. Ok somtimes in a band it could have at least 2 girls either playing instrument or vocal but this grp have 4 girls and 1 guy. Imagine tht. HAHA! People were shocked to hear abt it. Each of us have different in character. We do have fued or misunderstanding with each other but we still the craziest and united. Then we got ourselves into a gig on 26 Dec 2005 at SUBSTATION. That is our last appearence after that we separate. That is the last of BEAUTIFUL IGNORANCE.

And then in the middle...i got myself 2 best friends. Both were girls and in the band too. They were NISA and SHA. We trio sticked with each other lyke glue. We were closed at that time,then after we graduated and starting of 2005,we drifted away eventhough we still in contact till now.

There's more that i wanna share but I will just keep it to myself.

Some memories are meant to be kept in our hearts and some meories are meant to forget.

Well thats the end of living the past.

2007-07-17T07:50:00.000+08:00

WHAT A WEEKEND!!!

Last weekend i went to my favourite country...THAILAND!!!

Went to HATYAI with my frens. HATYAI is a southern part of THAILAND. Its somewhere near to KEDAH and SADAO.

We board the bus on friday night at GOLDEN MILE. It takes 16 hours to reach HATYAI and with 3 or 4 pit-stop. We reached HATYAI on saturday morning. Once we there,we bought tickets for our departure to SINGAPORE on monday. After that,we went to YONG DEE HOTEL to check in. The hotel is just a short distance from our boarding area. After we checked in and got our room,we walked around the streets to have some tidbits and delicacy. It was good. And most of the HATYAI population there are thai-muslim. And most of the thai's including the thai-muslims knows how to speak malay.

So after walking around the streets,we decided to have a facial massage and treatment. So we hired a TUK-TUK(cab). We hired the TUK-TUK for 2 days. So anywhere we wanna go,he will bring us. And by the way his name is Ah-Tui. Nice guy. After we reached the parlour,each of us being pulled by the girls there. They were quite fanatic. The treatment and massage was awesome and refreshing. I never felt my skin so smooth. After the treatment,we went back to our hotel to have some rest before our night outing. So we told Ah-tui to pick us up at 9pm.

In our room we wrestled where we should be resting. we wrestled until the room was a messed. The pillows was all over the room and so as the bedsheets. After 2 hours of "exercise", we bathed and dressed up for our night event. Once we dressed up,went down to the lobby to wait for Ah-Tui to come. Few minutes later he came and bring to a club called "PARAGON". Once there, we were about to go in but we heard this thai song. Ok so tell me how u wanna dance when the song is in thai? Then there's another club just a few metres away from "PARAGON". The club called "BARBERRY". The club was JUST ok with pole dancers and girls to accompanied us.

Less than an hour,we out from the place and called Ah-Tui to pick us up and send us our hotel. Once reached and paid him for the day,we went to the street hawker stall nearby for supper. Muslim food of course. The food there is cheap and marvelous. Especially the bbq and the nasi lemak. We bring the food back to our hotel and we ate the food till we full. After that we sleep.

One day is gone. Left another day to spent.

So the next day,wake up at 10am, bathed and get ready to spent a new day.
Ah-Tui called our room saying that he already at the lobby waiting for us. Went down and asked him to bring to Day Market. The place is full of shops selling clothes. Walked around some of us bought some stuff there. For me I only bought food. HAHA!

After spend a few hours there, we asked Ah-Tui to bring us back to our hotel and meet us at 6pm. Oh ya before we headed back to our hotel, we went to DIANA. A shopping mall. But nothing much there.

At night we went to Night Market. The place is like a “pasar malam” but its 3 times bigger. A lot of people there buying stuff and walked around. At there all of us bought clothes. All the clothes and things are cheap. We spent like 4 hours of shopping in there. Then we went back to our hotel. Bought foods at the street stalls and bring back to our room.
All of us try our clothes that we just bought. After we full and clean up the room and packed our things for our departure the next day, we slept.

The next day we boarded the bus at 1:30pm. From there, I slept through the journey and woke only for pit stop and checkpoint.

What a journey! What an enjoyment! What an Experience!

I wanna go there again!!!

2007-06-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today was a hell of fun and enjoyment day.

Yesterday i and 14 others drivers were on NATIONAL EDUCATION TOUR. First we all went to SEMBAWANG CAMP to watch a war movie called 'WE WERE SOLDIERS' and also a talked by RSM and CO of 1st Transport.

I was sleeping when the movie was on and guess wat? I snored! HAHA! I snored so bad tht my frend sitting beside woke me up to stop me frm snoring. HAHA! I was ashame of myself. Then I sleep again and again my fren woke me up as I snored and quickly i get out of the theater,went to the toilet,washed my face and smoked.

After the movie end,went to the cook house for lunch. After we the KHATIB CAMP Drivers plus other drivers from different camp took a tour bus each.

We went to 3 cultural places, MALAY HERITAGE CENTRE, SIKH TEMPLE CENTRE and TAN THIOK TEMPLE(forgot the name).

After the tour ended,me and two of my frens, SHAFIEE and SADIY watched TRANSFORMERS at BUGIS. The show was great and funny. After the movie end...smoked for a while then went home.

Wat a day for me =)

2007-06-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Last nite WWE has yet lost another great wrestler.

A future Hall a Famer.

A former WWE/WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPION.

R.I.P CHRIS BENOIT.

You will be miss by many =)

2007-06-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Finally i've got my hands on ADOBE PHOTOSHOP! I've been wanting that software since i was in sec 1.

And here's the pic that i've edited. It takes me sometime though to understand the method.

Aite i think thats all...

2007-06-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

My mind is in the messed...

I've shouldnt see u...

Now tht i see u...i miss u...

Now tht i see u...I miss ur smile...

I have promised to myself not to missed u...

Yet I lied.

Now u're on my mind...

How i wish tht i could tell u tht i loved u...

And u could be mine but...

I guess its too late...

2007-06-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today was a happy moment for me as get to mit my besties NISA and SHA today. Miting tyme was 1430 but NISA was 1 hour late!!! Then wen NISA arrived,went to pasar malam to buy drinks and food.

Eat and drink otw to jamming studio. Didnt happy with myself with the jamming session today becoz my drumming skills was totally sucks. Cant believe it.

After jamm...b4 goin on our separate ways,i gave both of them a birthday present. Hope they lyke it.

Ok gtg nw miting my kliq.

2007-06-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FADZIL!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Today is my 20th birthday. Nothing special though. Still come to camp as usual. But kena sabo TWICE! TWICE!

20 years of my life,this is the 1st time i kena sabo. Not once bt twice. Yep its TWICE.

1st sabo...being poured orange drink onto me frm above.

2nd sabo...being painted 20 on my left arm.

But wat the hell! Its was fun though! HAHA!

Well Im tired though. i tink I will rest for now.

2007-06-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wat a boring day for me.

Got nothing to do except sitting infront of my computer and watching videos at youtube.

Oh yeah...just wanna to update tht I've quit smoking though.

Still sleepy though even though I just woke up.

Tomorrow got to work. Shit! Boring life.

Army is a shit! To0 many laws!

Army Ruin My Youth!

2007-06-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

People should be happy when friends get to mit each other after so long. But i dont know why nisa keep giving reasons. The story is was next weekI,Nisa and Sha plan to mit each other. Becoz next week is nisa's and my bdae. i told tht to mit at around 2 den hang out den jamm. But nisa said she want to mit at 4 dont want to hang out and just wanna to go jamm den after jamm she will go home. Lyke wats the diff?? Y dont we all mit at 2...hang at yshun for 1hr plus den go jamming. Tell me is there any diff?? Den her reason was she wants to go home early. Ok i understand she have to go home early but lyke hang for awhile also cannot?

It takes hell for me to take off. I've already bought present for her and sha. Its my 1st time yet she said,"its ok fad. Lyke u said u nvr give present b4 so its nt worth it". It was a heart breaking to hear tht.

I was looking forward to this moment yet this happened.

I dont know wats wrong with u today but its really sad thou.

2007-06-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

So today was a fun day for me.

Today was a big gathering for sembawang secondary mates, Most of them was my classmates. It was great to see all of them. It has been years since i saw them. Then there's was a suprise...a suprise which i reali shock off! While i was talking with some of them...of a sudden a happy birthday song was sang by them and came out cake box. I thought who's birthday was it. But then it was coming towards me. I was freaking shocked! HAHA!!! You know it was sweet of them...well most of it to Aziah. She must be the masterplan. Hehe. Oh yeah! Love ur brownies! Bleh bukak kedai uh mcm gini. Hehe.

Then we went to Lau Pa Sat after alot of discussion. Walked from City Hall to Raffles. Quite far man. Reached there...rileks for awhile,take up the coolnest after that discuss about wat food to order. Only tht part i and one of them,NAZMI, m.i.a. Why we m.i.a? Becoz NAZMI was looking for atm! We were looking around the raffles for nearly half and hour. But couldnt find it. And so we went back to Lau Pa Sat,we saw this blue machine at Lau Pa Sat. And you know wat it is??? It was...the ATM!!!!! Cant believe tht we were wondering around like fools searching for the atm while it was at Lau Pa Sat all along.

Went back to our table,the food already been served. Nice food but withe a small serving and expensive. Ish...ish...ish.

*Gays Of The Nite*

Then on the way back,took some pics by Aziah,the photographer.

And below a link where aziah captured us in action. MUST WATCH!!!

http://profile.imeem.com/h7Heq1/video/eXTVTfez/no_title/

http://profile.imeem.com/h7Heq1/video/7X_LdtGw/no_title/

It was all set and done.

Now I will sleep with a smiling face =)

2007-05-29T03:23:00.000+08:00

BREAKING NEWS!!!!!

Just infront of my block, there's a big fire which was cause by numbers of motobikes that being parked.

This is the 3rd times this accident has happened. Same time same day.

The 1st time it happened was 2 weeks ago. At tht time was only 1 bike being burnt. Then the 2nd time was suzuki bike bt it was only the box tht was being burnt. And now...the whole parked motobikes is being burnt. Below is the pics....

2007-05-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

So i went out today with my fren,Jat. Went to Causeway Point to watch movie. Supposely to watch LABAH-LABAH MAN 3 but the show time is 1245am. SHIT!!!

So 'bo pian' we watched PIRATES OF CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END.

Before the movie start like 2 hours,we hang at civic. Open my music loud n clear and we both talked about music and bands. After tht Jat said he was hungry so we went to macs and eat. Once full,we window shopping. Now im eye-ing for the black beanie cap. See the time and it nearly the show time so we went in till the show start.

The show was FREAKING BORING!!! Most the show is alot of talking only the last part got action. I was sleeping through the show until the action where i woke up. Hehe.

The show end around 1210am. Luckily got the last train going to amk. We took the train and went home.

2007-05-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!!

JORDIN SPARKS IS THE NEW AMERICAN IDOLS!!!!

She is my favourite contestant and she's HOT!!!!!!

I just Love her!!!

Hmm i guess thats all for now...

2007-05-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Im back in the blog!

So i was kinda MIA for a while because there was nothing to blog so i just change the url, make it as if i had delete the blog.

Last week i was freaking bz because for 7 days i was at the outfield. It was a very freaking tired week for me.

Last 2 weeks ago...celebrate my cousin birthday at DOWNTOWN EAST CHALET. It was fun. My cousin's sis bring her boifren and also her boifren's frens and her frens along. They quite friendly too.

So i guess thts all for nw...

2007-04-15T02:11:00.000+08:00

So wat did i do today? Hmm...basically in the morning i do nothing. All i do was watching tv and played my PS2. Until 3plus pm I went with my fren. At first, we went to SIM LIM SQUARE. Surveying some electronics stuff. Upon there,my fren bought a PSP. Whoa. Whatsmore its a good deal. And I also goin to buy that PSP soon. Dont know when but SOON.

After that we went to MARINA SQUARE. I bought a MP3 or is it a MP4? Well it doesnt matter what MP it is as long it can played music is all that matters. The shop had a big sale. The brand of the MP3 or MP4 is CREATIVE ZEN MIRCOPHOTO, and its 8GB. YES...its 8GB. And you know how much it cost??? Well it cost $179. That's right boys and girls...thats the price. Even SIM LIM doesn't sells 8GB at that price. So bye bye to my old MP3 of 256mb.

Im so in love with my CREATIVE ZEN MICROPHOTO =)

Aite thats all for tonight people...

2007-04-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

Finally its the end of the week. This week had been a tiring and boring week.

Tiring because 4 days straight I've been under the hot sun doing maintenance work for the vehicles. And now my skin is dark than my original skin and I like it. WoohOO!

Bored because on the Friday, Saturday and today, Sunday, i stayed at home. Never went out. Imagine from morning till late night, I with my computer. It really sucks you know. But nevermind, I'm looking for next saturday cause it will be a fun day for me. Im going to enjoy myself. Hope nobody going to bubble.

Still got 4 hours till to 11pm. I so freaking bored right now. Haiz...

7 more months to ORD oh! and also 7 more months of hell. Thats sucks BIG TIME!!!

Oh ya also do some t-shirt designing...

And do some editing for my frens...

Ok Im done so...

2007-04-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

Its really true that girls know with words and feelings.

And why do i say that? Well, it has happened to me before and now it happens to my fren.

You see my fren knew a girl dont know from where and after going out together for sometimes then my fren had confessed that he had feelings for her and also she had confessed that she also had feelings for him but note this...she had a BOYFRIEND after he confessed. Now he's broken hearted.

You see, feelings...words...they HURTS you.

All I can say is that all the best to him to handle the situation that he had cause I know how hard to get over it. It took over me through physically and mentally.

Now Im done with LOVE and sure HELL Im done with FEELINGS!!

Say what you wanna say because I JUST DONT CARE!!!

2007-03-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

It has been weeks since i last updated my blog. Nothing much to update you see. Tomorrow i on leave so if any1 is free and wanna mit, inform me aite?

2007-03-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

In my nearly 20 years of living, i see alot of 'pattern' of lives that has happened to me and around me.

As for me...my life since childhood still the same. I had a good childhood, but there's always a shortage. But im grateful that i have a rooftop ontop of my head and a rice on my plate.

When i went to thailand...i see that the people there are so poor that their house is self-made. But they so happy with their lives. Even the children. Just played with a single soccer ball they are happy enough. Not lyke us...we have enough wat we nid yet we not satisfied. We just dont appreciate wat we have.

In life...we love our parents and we want to make our parent proud of us. But we somtimes we have to dissapoint them not becoz we want bt its whether we want to make it that way. For example...just now in camp,my fren told me that he oredi dissapoint his parents, and i asked why?. He said that he will not get a license by the end wen he ord. He said he always dissapoint his family. Well i said if he meant to help his family, he's willing to work hard and to have a good conduct. You must have faith in yourself.

Anyting cn happened even you nvr expected it to be. It cn be good and it cn be bad. If its good then thank GOD becoz he's the one who make tings happened. If its bad...you have to take in your stride and hope everything will be alrite. Dont do tings that will make you regrets for the rest of your life or destroyed you. Nobody cn help you. Only you cn help yourself.

There's 2 types of person in this world that is good and bad. Good person will do his good ways to help people and the bad ones telling people to do bad tings or wont listened to people's advices bt he cn becom the good bt he willing to change and work hard and proves to the world that he cn change for the better.

You readers must be wondering why i said all these tings.

Well recently someting had happened to me. It someting that i wouldnt want it to happened. Bt wen it happened it made me realise all these tings. No matter wat happened i will take in my pride.

2007-03-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

Ok...im FREAKING BORED RITE NOW!!!! GOT NOTHING TO DO!!! ARRRGGGHHH!!!

What a bored weekends it has been. Just waiting for next weekends. Hopefully im available.

u know...i miss thailand. Not becoz of 'LEK' uh bt the peaceful surrounding that caught my heart. At there..my mind was peaceful. Bt of coz at there...i miss spore. haha! i miss their food. The crispy sotong!

From morning till now...i've been listening to songs. Later gt to go back to camp. SUCKS MAN!!!

Im freaking bored!!!

A few days ago...i felt that i missing someone. But i dont know who i missed. I asked my mum why do i have this feeling and she said that someone who a long time i nvr seen is missing me. So is it true? Maybe yes well maybe no. Well onli god knows.

Hmm...it thats all.

2007-03-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

Ok it has been a few weeks since i updated my blog. And now i have to blog becoz of SOMEONE has been pestering me to blog. HEEYAK!(karate chop). It just that i've gt nothing to blog more or less i was freaking lazy also. =D

Nothing interesting happened for after i started working last 2 weeks. 8 more months to ORD LOH!!!

Today is saturday and just morning i have to go back to camp for awhile. Got meeting. About 12.30 it ended. Den i went home. Quite bored a few hours later. After ate my lunch around 4 plus...i slept and woke up abt 7.30pm. And now im doin this.

Im freaking bored now. Dont know wat to do now. Haiz.

Aite thats all i can say.

2007-02-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ok i was freaking BORED! just now so i made something.

If you see at my 'HIS DESIRES' column..you will see that i want a new room.

My room is not a room that i or anyone in this god's green earth wants. My room as if have been rampaged by twister or something.

So by the end of the year...i will renovate my room. And below is the blueprint.

[[ ThE PAST Has KiLLeD Me...AnD nOW I'm REbORN. ]]

2007-02-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

So its friday today. 2 more days b4 my working days to start. sucks man!

After my overseas trip...i enjoyed myself these past few days. Been goin out lately with my frens. Cause after this week, i will be busy.

Yesterday was a fun day. Meeting the original of sembawang sec. HAHA! Met NAZ...TAUFIQ and SEAN. I and NAZ went to bishan to met the other two. Hang at coffee shop nearby. We laughed and laughed and laughed. Mostly SEAN. HAHA!

After that a while i had to go. Mit SHA. Accompany her to marsiling polyclinic. We were there for nearly 2 hours. Den it rains wen we're abt to get out of the poly. SHIT!

Den went to causeway point for our dinner. After dat we talked. Den accompany her home.

Had a fun day with her. She laughed from the starting i met till the end of the day. HAHA!

As for today...i stayed at home.

Oklah i tink dats all for now...

2007-02-17T02:45:00.000+08:00

ALO SINGAPORE!!!! Im back!!!

Well came back a long time ago. Just freaking lazy to update so nw im goin to share my thailand trip with you ppl.

Thailand was o..k lah. It was a cold season there. I nvr imagine that there was a cold season in thailand. Below is the pics of the starting the journey to thailand.

*AIRPORT*

*my mum and me*

*the drivers*

*brother janggot and brother chong*

*me n my bastard buddy*

*had taken pic with a beautiful stewardess*

It was a 2 hour plus flight to thailand. I dont noe wat the state was bt the area name was 'KANCHANABURI'.

Den we took a double decker bus. Its was long journey. Dont know hw the journey was becoz i was sleeping in the whole journey.

Once we reach the camp...cant say wats the name of the camp(confidential),we were told to go to our block which where we are going to stay in the next 3 wks.

*we're were waiting to get our bunk*

*still waiting*

*look how happy they are* *hehe*

*my cupboard* *nt properly arrange my tings yet*

*my bed*

*The bed has a very thin mattress.* Very 'comfy*

*the drivers is sleeping* *lyke bangladash rite we all?*

*my clothes and my buddies*

A few days later...we went for our driving orientation. It was 4 hours of day orientation and 2 hours nite. It will be 2 person in 1 vehicle. So 1 guy drives 2 hours in a day n 1 hour in the nite. The terrain was very sandy there. And i took some pics wen it was break time.

A few days later we went for our outfield training. 6 days 5 nites and a technical break.

The last 2 pics was a very funny stories. While i was driving...a group of cows were on the road. Its obstruct the road that i have to drove more than 1km/p and less than 5km/p. My vehicle commander were laughing after seeing the situation. He and i took the pics. Luckily the the cows moves to the field fast enuf if nt...goin to stuck for a very long tyme.

On our 4th day of outfield,we had technical break. At there where we ate...rest...sleep under a shelter and enjoy for a day.

When the nite comes...the drivers were all on happy and high gear mode as if the training has ended.

Drivers...no matter how tired we are, we never frown. We smiled and happy.

*my fav nite snack...onli cn get at thailand* boohoo*

If you wonder wat the hell is that? Well...its a cow dung. Me and a 2nd Lt. burned the cow dungs to kill time. The training was freaking bore to the death that our brain became short circuit. We talk shit. Tink shit. And lastly...burned shit. HAHAHA!

On the 9th is where we had our END OF FRAME DINNER. To celebrate of the end and success of the training.

We had it at multipurpose hall in the camp.

The performance was nonsense eventhough there was sexy babes dancing. Why i say that bcoz the dance and the song did not match.

After the dinner end...we all headed to the canteen. The cadets were happily drinking as to celebrates the end of the training and most of all becoming a cadet. After the overseas...the will become an instructor...2Lt.

And we the drivers also join in the fun. And as for me had taken pics with the cadets and instructors whom i have worked with in singapore and overseas.

*my fav cadets*

*best sargeant*

*all the sirs who i've been working with* they are the best*

This next pic is my fav one. Bcoz it suppose nt to happened. Mayb you will nt believe it bt it reali does. At first...my senior,SAUFI wanna take pics with the salon ladies,KATHANA and LEK.

So after taken a few pics fo him and KATHANA(he likes her than LEK)...wen we were abt to leave,the lady in the black polo t(LEK) asked me to take a pic with her. Quite shocking there. So i gladly took a pic with her.

At the last day b4 i fly back to spore...she gave me her number. Asked me to contact her. Till now...havent contact her yet.

Its goin end bt nt yet. Left with the EDUCATIONAL TOUR(E-Tour).

We had a 2 days of E-Tour.

*1st Day of E-Tour*

*im freaking lazy to put the pics. sori abt it*

We moved off from camp abt 8 am. We took a tour bus. Went to Floating Market. The place similar to Bugis Street bt without the sampan uh. Withdraw some money there. Nthing caught my eyes there onli a choker that caught my eyes. Den walked around after that went up to the bus. They onli gave us 1 hour for the trip.

Den went to snake farm for our lunch. Lunch wasnt that sumptuous meal bt wen a man is hungry, he will eat aniting. Bt food is nice. After lunch...we watched a snake show. Pretty exciting. I was amazed by the performers.

After the show...we went the bus and our way to the doll shop.

The shop is full of dolls. They gt Pooh...Piglet...Hello Kitty just name it and they gt it.

After that we went to 'medium' shopping mall call 'TESCA'.

And den we had our dinner had a floating restaurant. Den we went back to our camp.

Reached camp...hang at the canteen. Had my hair cut by LEK. Hehe. Talked to her abit and showed her the pics that i've taken on our trip.

Den went back to our bunk for a gd nite slp =)

*2 Day Of The E-Tour*

Moved off at 9 am. Went to the zoo. Had our lunch at the restaurant. Its a buffet. Pretty pretty nice.

Took a pic with two tigers. The tigers is beautiful. Den fed the elephants. The baby elephants is damn cute and clever.

We watched a crocodile show. Quite amazing also. Alot of dangerous stunts.

Den went to a big shopping mall called 'Big C'. It was boring there.

Finally had our dinner at WHALES HOTEL. The food is same as the dinner on the day 1.

After that we went back to camp.

Hang at the canteen again. Had a chat with LEK.

Den went back to our bunk to bathe and slp.

We suppose to go back to spore on the 13th and reach spore on the 14th morning bt the plan has change and we're going back to spore on the 14th and reached spore on the 15th morning.

Im reali tired doing this shit. HAHA!

Had alot of fun...experience and joy in this trip.

2007-01-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today gonna be my last day in spore...

Got mixed feeling though...one is happy and one is sad.

Felt happy becoz its my 1st time goin abroad.

Feeling sad becoz im gonna leave my mum and dad. I will nt get to see for 3 wks.

Been wondering whether i cn adapt to place wer i nvr been b4?

Nvrmind at least i have an experience of goin abroad. This is the only chance i have.

Now my eyes are heavy so as my head. My backs are killing me. My forehead is hot.

I tink im gonna lie down for awhile...will update later tonite.

Its 10.48pm. Listening to music while im doin this. Im feeling dat too well. Tomorrow im gonna go to the poly to se the doc for my backache.

There's nthing i wanna blog so...

2007-01-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

U noe now...im not feeling so down or watso ever animore that remind me of the past. And im glad that the wounds are healed. It has been long time since i stop tinking abt love hurts me so bad that it changed me. And how feelings for someone did change me too.

In order to do this...i have to run away. From everything.

Some ppl couldnt accept me of me changing. I noe that im a different man. Its not that i want is wat i have to do. Nobody can understand this. Onli me and god does. When it come to the matters of heart...it will be hard for me.

Hate me if u want to coz theres nthing i can do. U may claim that i nvr missed u both. As the matter fact...i missed u both. Haiz...but i guess my words will be hard to believe now.

I guess now...i better get prepare to go back to camp.

2007-01-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

Had a fun day with my best bud...HIZAMI.

Met him at ct hall. Reached ct hall abt 3pm. Saw him near the escalator doing some survey. The survey abt retirement. HAHA! Nonsense man! After thats done,we went to penin. He wanna buy shoe for the overseas trip. Went to peninsula and we walked into this shoe shop with alot and i mean alot of shoes. He's budget was $100. And got this converse shoe that very nice and it suits him and it cost $79.90. But he also said the shoe is nice but he don want it becoz he said that the dsign on the shoe will come off. ??. Looking at the others shoe and debating till i gave up on me and he also drop the idea of buying shoe. *mangkok*

Den we survey every money changer in the penin. And we found a gd one. So i changed $150 and get $3000+ in thai baht and HIZAMI got 4000+ for $200. We were feeling hungry especially HIZAMI...so hungry. We were debating abt where to eat. In the end...i came to a conclusion that we eat at LJS near penin. He agreed and until there we ask ourselves...wats there to eat? And we were lost for a while. And then...got this malay gerl gazing at at us. Lyke for wat? So i stand infront the the glass window and paste my face and hands onto the glass window as if i were being glued onto it. HIZAMI walked away immediately he saw me doing that and he was laughing and cursing me lyke hell. HAHA! Serve her rite for gazing at us.

He still laughing...he suggest we eat at arab st. So i said lets go. Reached bugis and its was pouring heavily. While waiting the rain to stop...we sat outise near MOS BURGER and we smoked...talking nonsense and commenting abt ppl around us. *shake head*

Since our stomach cant take it animore we cancel our trip to arab st and we ate at this cofeeshop that sells chinese halal food. I got ate there b4. The food quite nice. i ate roasted chicken rice and drink coffee and he ate steamed chicken rice and a coke for drinking. The rain just after we finished our food. Den we talked nonsense again and guess wat he still hungry. *shake head* He wanted to eat fried wanton noodle and he wants me to eat with me. And i said no...im full man. And yet he forced. We debate abt it until he surrender. Just abt we to move off...the rains came down again! We moved off since we got no choice.

We went to somerset for no reason at all. Reached there and it still pouring and there's alot of ppl. Surveying cds and dvds at HMV HEEREN and then we ate OLD CHANG KEE. While we on our way to LUCKY PLAZA...we saw this makcik sitting down near the zebra crossing in between of LUCKY PLAZA and a building. I gave her $2 and HIZAMI gave $1. Feel sad for her.

We played pool at LUCKY PLAZA. 9ft for 2 hrs. Its tiring. From the starting we start the game...we been laughing for non-stop. Our stomach were cramped. HAHA!

Den we went to 7-11 Far East to have a drink. Sitting down at the B1 staircase...smoked and disturb ppl. Nonsense man. Abt 10 we went home.

Aite thats all...

2007-01-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Today im feeling better. I've been having fever for the past 2 days yet i nvr go to see the doc. :)

I woke up around 1030am den ate pill for flu den i slp again till 5 plus. Den went out with my fren...EZAD.

Went to CAUSEWAY POINT. He bought a gitar strap...gitar pick and a wristband. Felt jealous abt him shopping. But nvrmind...next mth it will be my turn to shop. *evil laugh*

I onli bought a necklace cost $3.90 onli. Quite nice.

Den we ate at mac. Both of our mouth were burning coz the meal that we ate was piping hot.

Since our stomach was full...i suggest that we walked from woodland to the admirlty. We talked abt music as we walked.

Both of us have alot in common. We both listen to metals.

We took mrt to yishun. Den we took our own separate ways. The onli thing is that he onli live 1 blk a way frm me. haha!

Oklah thats all...

2007-01-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

Im freaking tired and sleepy now. Its has been a few days i've been lyke this. Plus my left ankle hurts. No surprise abt that. My left ankle always gives problem. Whether im running or jumping from a higher ground...it will hurts.

Today is my payday and i just bought a digital camera just now at HARVEY NORMAN Northpoint. FUJIFILM FINEPIX A700. It cost $299.

I bought the camera bcoz my old skool camera is spoilt and it also for my overseas trip. Yeah my overseas trip to the land of smiles...THAILAND! I will be leaving for thailand on the 24 Jan. I will be there for 3 weeks. Cant wait to go there. WOOHOO!

Alot of things that i have to bring. Somethings that i've got and somthings which i nid to buy.

Below is the things that i nid to bring

LIST OF THINGS FOR BATTLEKING

SBO / JOCKEY CAP
FIRST AID DRESSING (F.A.D.)
POCKET KNIFE
PONCHO
GROUND SHEET
RUBBER SOLE BOOT
EAR PLUG
FORK / SPOON
SEWING KIT
UNIT T-SHIRT
UNIT SINGLET
GREY VEST
PT SHOE
GREEN SOCKS
WHITE SOCKS
IDENTIFICATION TAG
TOWEL
BRUSH / KIWI
SWEATER
PT SHORT
SHAVER
TOILET PAPER
POWDER
INSECT REPELLENT
PAINT CAMOFLAGE STICK
SPARE BOOTLACE
_______________________________________________________
CIVILIANS

CIVILIAN TROUSERS
CIVILIAN COLLAR T's
CIVILIAN SHOES
SLIPPERS
_______________________________________________________

Alot right? I dont know how to pack all these things into my bag. Dilemma.

Somemore i nid to buy 1 carton of cig for my trip. Dilemma again.

Aite thats all for now. Later got to book in. DAMN!

Bye Fad...

2007-01-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Alu :)

Been a 3 hectic days for me. Even i cant get enough of sleep. Tired.

Today was a very very very tiring day. From morning till in the evening. Run here...run there.

Oh yeah...in the evening in camp...i ran into my best buddy wen we're in the driving course...SHAFFIE. Its lyke been for about 7 month since we saw each other. We talked for awhile after that i had to go.

Reali freaking tired. Tomorrow i will be on standby for activation. Haiz...no rest at all. Den on monday i will be goin outfield for 3 days. Im all booked.

Im freaking tired now.

2006-12-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

Just woke up so GOOD 'MORNING'.

And today is Hari Raya Aidiladha. Dont know wat tyme i'll be goin to my aunt house.

Nt enough slp...i slept at 6 am. Cant slp bt wen i listen to my mp3...i fall aslp. A new method for me though.

Listening to Evanescene song called 'I Believe You'. Nice song.

Freaking slpy and freaking bored rite nw!

i tink im gonna bathe...will update later.

Its 5:05pm and im FREAKIN bored NOW! Didnt go to my aunt house. Mcm sial!

Now im nt in a very good mood. Its goin to rain again. geez.

I WANNA GO OUT!!! FUCK LAH! CHOW CIBAI! IM FUCKING BORED NOW! BORED! BORED! BORED! AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Nearly 1 hour to a 2007! My relatives just went home. Its was chaos just now.

I tink there's nthing i wanna blog now. So thats all for now.

2006-12-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Gd Afternoon! Its 1 pm and i just woke up. I slept at 9 this morning. Bt don wori i oredi bathe at 8 this morning. Feeling cold rite now...shivering. Wearing my sweater now. Listening to old skool malay rock song called 'Di Alam Fana Cinta' by Fotograf. Awesome song! Smoking at the same while doing this and gt GROOM MY ROOM 2 in the tv. MELODY. Very the sweet ;)

Shit! ive got flu and running nose now. Now im listening to 'Love Every Scar' by Versus The World. The song is very catchy and the lyrics...also nice.

Aite thats all for now...i will update later on.

Its 4:20pm...and im kinda boring to the max rite now. gt nthing to do. Feeling of wanting to slp also got. The sky is kinda greyish now. Its tink its gonna rain soon. or maybe nt. Now im down with flu and got running nose. And rite nw...i saw a couple hanging under a blk infront of mine...matrep and minahrep.

I always wonder...is it gd to be a matrep? I owaes wonder again...who create this matrep concept? Coz the concept is a virus. It spreading so fast. Even a small kid have bcome a matrep. With hair dye into bright blonde. *shake head*.

AH! IM FREAKING BORED NOW!

I guess i better off go to slp...and i will update again later.

Now its 1045pm. Its a very very very very very boring day. It was raining in the evening. Still on flu and running nose.

Tomorrow will be a Hari Raya Haji. So tomorrow all my relatives will be at my aunt house for a gathering. At least better than staying at home all day. Rite?

2 more days to a New Year. Welcome 2007. Closing down the 2006 chapter.

2006...year that has alot of very bad and just gd memories. Alot bad had happened to me in the year of 2006. My life...my work...all messed up.

The best thing that was happened to me was to have a partner. It was the happiest ting that has happened in my life. Bt somewhere there...tings went wrong. And thats wen all the bad and the worst tings just came up to me. Everyting just went wrong.

So wats my 2007 resolution? Hmmm...hope everyting went well for me and my family.

Listening to Muse's song called 'Unintended'. it was given by someone special...felt i wanna cry now. Well even if i cry...its means nthing now.

Well i guess thats all for now...

2006-12-30T04:54:00.000+08:00

Its 4:55 am and i cant slp. Thinking alot of stuff. Been smoking non-stop. And listening to old malay rock songs. ROCK FEVER! YEAH BEBEH!

Ive made a logo. Simple one.

Im feeling guilty somehow. Of i being cold to her...my best fren. I have my own reason to do this. I dont noe wen this will be end.

I noe i have hurt her feelings bt it better this way...i guess. i dont noe. And as long she's gt someone to take care of her and make her happy...i will be glad. Bt no matter wat...she will be a dearest to me.

Cant read her blog or anybodys blog. Accidentally cleared all the website that i've been to. Nvr get it linked into my blog.

In few days later...goin to start working back. It will be hell days for me. AARRRGGGHHH!!!!

Aft 2nd Jan...it will be 10 more mths to ORD. Cant wait for it.

Wondering wat to do today...hmm...hw abt...playing my ps2 and doin stuff to my comp? Sounds gd? well thats wat ive been doin since i on leave since last wk. Wanna go bt gt no money and nowhere to go. Haiz...

Its nearly 6 now...and i still dont feel sleepy.

I guess thats is all i wanna say...and last bt nt least...GD MORNING.

2006-12-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

Just gt back frm hang with my frens.

Earlier today...in the evening,went to my cousin house at admirlty. Saw Sha and her boyfren on my way there. Quite shock and happy there. Hais...miss her...

Den went to causeway with my cousin. Hang around there.

While i was there...syawal msg me. Wanna hang with me...says he's boring at home.

Mit him around 730 at yishun mrt. Den we went to Bugis. Met our frens as well. Zuhaidi and Lan. So 4 of us rounding the the bugis street but b4 that we went to SIM LIM SQUARE. Swayal wanna survey the PS2 there. While he was surveying...Zuhaidi and I were playing soccer game at the shop. We were lyke small kids. Shouting and laughing. We played till the shop wanna closed down. Geez!

Aft that we rounding the Bugis Street...packs of people as usual. Around 10 plus went went home. Bounce from Marina Bay to Yishun. And we hang at yishun kopitiam till 12...and went home.

Thats all...

2006-12-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

Wats up?!

Long time nvr been blogging. Gt somthing wrong with my blog. Bt now its ok...so i cn blog nw. So many things has happened. Now wondering hw to tell??

Im on leave now till 2nd or 3rd of Jan 2007. My leave start frm last wed. So been hanging in my room. Gt went out also.

22 Dec..Fri...i went out with my army best bud. Hizami. Went to beach rd 1st to sew my name tag...spore tag n my rank. LANCE eh!. After dat we went to Dhoby Ghaut. Wanting to play pool so we went around the Dhoby Ghaut bt cant find it. So we gave up n we went to Lucky Plaza to play pool. I won 7 games and lose to him 2. HAHA! We were laughing non-stop. We end abt around 7 plus. Den window shopping at FAR EAST. Went to dis shop called 2001. My fav shop in spore. Coz the shop sell t-shirt lyke no other. Rare and one of a kind. Especially this fav brand of my mine...AFFLICTION. The design itself is rare,one of a kind and its my fav design...SKULL. HAHA! The price also high. Den went to another shop...called BILLBOARD. Same owner as the 2001 shop. Nice also. Aiming this t-shirt. Goin to get one next mth. Den hang at 7-11 till 9plus den went home.

23 Dec...Sat...went out with another army fren. Ezad. Went window shopping at FAR EAST again. He baought a cap which coast 45 bucks. HAHA! Bt gt a very gd dsign. It says ' 666:HALF EVIL'. Nice rite. He bought it at 2001. Den we went to Suntec. He wanna mit a gerl who he just knew. She work at Suntec. The girl quite fun to hang with. Bt it diff coz i feel outcast little bit. Of coz u noe y rite. Wen u went out wth ur fren and he or she bring his or her partners along den dey talked among demselves den u left alone. Dat is hw i used to feel wen i hang with my fren. Hate it. Luckily the situation is nt uh. At least both of dem gt talked to me. hang at GELARE Citylink for awhile den went home.

Yesterday...26 Dec went out with my gd army bud. Syawal. Walked around the town. Wanting to buy a Adidas brown colour jacket. First went to Wisma Atria den went to Heeren den went Lucky Plaza to play pool. Den went to Far East to buy perfume. After dat wen to this building across far east also cant find this jacket. My legs were aching coz we been walking 4 non-stop.

Den went Raffles Link around 10 plus. The shop all is closed. Den went to Esplanade to relax till 11 den we bounce back frm Marina Bay to Yishun. Reached abt 12 den hang at yshun till 5 am. Talk and talk till we nvr realise the time. Went home and slp till 3 pm i woke up. Now i havent bathe yet. After dis i will bathe.

Oklah dats all for nw...

2006-12-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

Just gt back frm withdrew my pay.

Hais...have to redo my blog again. Gt error with the server.

Ok...today was a tiring and bloody hot day. Sweating frm morning till in the evening.

Park 5 3tons vehicle to the other parking space in my unit with my other 3 colleagues.

Den park 4 5 tons to the same parking space as the 3 tons.

End about 11+ den hang for awhile in the office to feel the air con. And also showing my leave plan to my PC(Platoon Commander). My leave will be on the 3rd wk and on the 4th wk. And he approved it. Next will be a hectic wk for the drivers. There will be alot of outfield.

After lunch...some of my colleagues asked me for help. To pre park some of the vehicles at one of the garage behind our MT LINE. These will be used on monday for outfield. And some of the guys which will be in the outfield dtail was nt around. So we have to help dem. Top up...prepare the tings and finally park for them. It was chaos. It ended abt 6+ den hang for awhile in the camp until 730 den i went home.

Tomorow tot of goin to BUGIS STREET. Gt sales there. Wanna buy jeans. And goin to army market to buy some stuffs for my LIVE RANGE on monday. And tomorow gt to collect my PS2. Cant wait to play it.

Wondering who i want to ask to accompany me tomorow???

Gt flu nw. Irritating man.

Oklah...thats all for nw.

2006-12-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hi :)

Today was a tiring day. And was a hot weather too. Sweating since morning till in the evening. After the first parade at 930...i and other 3 other guys have to move abt 5 3 ton to the other parking space becoz we were told to do so by our warrant. One by one we drove the vehicles...in there we were sweating. After that...we move 4 5 ton. Cooling. Gt air con.

End abt 11+...den hang in the office bcoz of the air con bt also bcoz i wanna asking my PC (Platoon Commander) abt my leaves on the next 3rd wk and 4th wk. And he approved it! WoohOO! Been craking my brain to plan my leave. I've gt 6.5 days of leave and a day off. Looking forward to those wks.

After lunch...i have to help some of my colleagues to pre park some of the vehicles who the person on dtail on mon that was nt here today. Its chaos though. Have to top up. Prepare the things for them. Abt 6+...it all end.

Den hang in the camp until 730 and i went home.

Now i gt flu and tired.

1 hr plus to my PAY DAY. Later i will withdraw and eat supper. Hungry man. Nt been eating much just nw. Just too tired. Nw im hungry.

Tomorrow tot of shopping at BUGIS. Have a sale nw. Bt whos im gonna bring?? Nvrmind mayb i will go alone...

N cant wait to collect my PS2 tomorow.

Okla thats all for now...

2006-12-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected

And I can tell that

I've been moving in so slow

Don't let it throw you off too far

Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)

To say you're the only one breaking me down like this

You're the only one I would take a shot on

Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable

Cause I believe in loving you at first sight

I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..

To take a hold of you

2006-12-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

Wats up?!

Just got back frm werk.

Nthing much for the weekends. Just werk dats all.

Last fri i on off. Fri also gt nthing much. I just hang at woodlands for 4 hours...alone. Eased my mind. Smoked. Reading newspaper over and over again. Listening to my mp3.

Hoping for somthing wen I was there but nthing was there. Its ok though. It was nt meant to be.

Listening to 'NOT ALONE' by All That Remains. Awesome song. Wish i could put that in my blog. But there NO ONE to teach me. All they cn say is...go to geocities or websomthing. Haiz..

Oh ya! I have now became a 1 year soldier. 1 more year to go. Den i will lead an ORDinary life. WOOHOO!

Missing someone lately...

Thats all for now...

2006-11-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hail me :

Alrite...it has been days since i went home. onli yesterday i went home and today coz tomorrow im on OFF! WOOHOO!

Lazy to go home coz gt nthing to do at home. No phone to contacts. So might just as well stayed in the camp. Better.

Work has been ok for this week. Relax.

Life nt that difficult animore. Hope it will stayed that way.

Now im listening to 'ALWAYS' by Bon Jovi. My fav song.

Ive been listening to Bon Jovi's songs non stop. :D

I tink thats all...there's nthing i cn blog.

2006-11-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

Just got back from werk. Tired man. im not goin to blog abt today. Im goin to blog abt yesterday.

Yesterday was a half day for the drivers and qm since our unit had our 14th anniversary at ORCHID COUNTRY CLUB. It was fun and dirty there. HAHA! Playing paintball paint. Gt 14 teams altogether. Each grp have 5 person. My team was the 1st 2 teams. Drivers against qm (storeman). Each game have 2 half and 2 mission.

The 1st mission was to hit 2 small target at the other team side and the 2nd mission was to bring back a box to our home base same as the other team. 1st half my team nvr get hit...my teammate...JAIME hit the targets and HAFIQ suppose to bring the box back but he been attack so he cant take the box so since I was in the front...I risk my life to bring the box to our base. And I did it! WOOHOO! HERO! My team won the 1st half but then the 2nd half...we lose. So its 1 draw.

After the event...we had lunch served by SEAFOOD BEER GARDEN. The food was tiptop. I was laughing non-stop. Sitting down with frens around the table. Nvr had that kind of feelings b4. Becoz im a guy who does nt have alot of frens. Live alone...die alone. Den I went home and slp.

Woke up at 2pm and called nisa. To ask where to mit later on. Mit her at ct den later on sha came. A few mins later we on our to jamming studio. It was just gd though. Cant concerntrate on my drumming. Was sleepy and tired. But we complete a new song called...'ITS OVER'. Its was nice. The song abt me...again. :D

While we were jamming...a grp of guys were disturbing us and looking at us. Den suddenly they opened the door and asked us whether we wanna join dis sunday gig at guest house? Quite shocking for me actuali. But we decline it. Becoz we nt ready 4 it yet. Sorry guys.

Den aft jamm...we hang 4 while till 6 and accompany nisa to the bus stop. Den its comes to me and sha hang at yshun while waiting 4 her sis. Around 8 i reached home and 4 while later...i ZzZ.

Now i wanna rest.

2006-11-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Im so tired today yet i nvr do aniting. All i do was sleeping away the whole day.

After werk...accompanied my best bud...hizami to the police post to file a report for his stolen camp pass. We were there for abt half and hour. Den i went home while he went back to camp.

Now listening to 'MY HEART' by Paramore. Very nice song. Now downloading alot of ATREYU,AS I LAY DYING,SENSE FAIL and THE AGONY SCENE's songs.

Now im very very very the sleepy man. aiyo!

You noe...last nite...my best bud asked me dis qs of y am i still wearing the ring? Still cant forget abt her? Nt reali...its just dat i treasure the ring very much. Im still wearing it eventhough i lost the love. Its a significant to me. i dont want to lose it.

Hey noe wat? just nw i was browsing my pix file...and i came upon dis...

The poem dat i made myself. The words used to be very meaningful...now its the words which doesnt mean aniting. Gt alot of tings to say yet i dont noe how to put it. Nvrmind.

Hurt by loved is painful bt slowly the pain will fade away.

Now i will lead my life with a smile eventhough hw many probs dat i have now. i will put all the past behind me. Theres no way i can lead my life clinging to the past.

Damn! sleepy like cow! sleepy lyke cow??? nvrmind.

Aite dats all 4 tonite!

2006-11-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

Its a boring day today! My mind was blank. Gt nthing to do except listening to songs...watching videos from youtube and vcd and slp. PS2 is spoilt nid to be repair. Nex mth i will get it repair. So the comp was my entertainment for today till the nex mth.

I did went out for a while. Went to northpoint. Bought my boxers,alarm clock and padlock. Frm just nw i've been munching away the balance of kueh raye. Haiz...

Yesterday i was on half day off. So went up to mit my besties. Nisa and Sha at 2 at yishun. Hang untill 3 den we all went to jamm but wen reached there...it was closed bcoz auntie went to malaysia for a wk. So there was another jamm studio call,'Rythm Masala Jam Studio'. Its futher down. I gt went there b4. It was suck and it gt glass door meaning ppl cn see us jamm. Hate dat. But it was b4 but nw i dont know whether it still the same or nt. We were tinking whether want to jamm or nt? I was tinking dat it will be a wasteful if the equipment is fuck up. Den nisa said since im on off y nt make use of it. Wat she have said did make sense so I ask the owner whether there's any room available. He said yes. The room was rm no. 4. The expensive the room. Even i was surprised. It was nice but it still glass door. The equipment was hot. Expecially the drums. Went i hit it...the sound was powerful. The guitars too. IBANEZ!

Waste a few mins on the...the...alah forgot the name...for the guitar uh. Nisa cant get the pattern of using bcoz it was complicated even sha was having difficulty too understand it. Bt slowly she understand it. We played AT STAKE...LAST CHAPTER and AGONY IN MY DIARY. Nvr complete FOOL FOR YOU bcoz the distortion. YES! The distortion! At last i remembered it. HAHA! Our songs is fucking well gd better than the last time.

I miss the old band. Beautiful Ignorance...5 band piece. We were 'nerds'. Are we? Tink so. At dat time our hit song was,'DID I'. At dat time oso my drumming skill was...rock bottom. Worst of the worst. Nw its better for me uh bt ppl said my drumming skills are up to standard. But i nid to learn more.

Nw its come back as 3 pieces. MY NO DECENCY. Classic Punk Rock. We all have improved a lot...much alot. I tink we nid another guitarist. Shld we?

Aft we jamm...sha and i hang at woodland bt first went to her blk to take a receipt. A cake for his nephew..IJUAN. Den aft collect the cake and bring back to her house...we went to old woodland to alter sha's dickies pants.

Den hang at sha's blk 4 while. Talk abt somthing. Den i went to pasar mlm to buy ramly burger. Den i went home.

2006-11-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

Im tired...so tired of my life. Everything that was bad come to me in a sudden. My probs just keeps coming to me. My work...alot of troubles. Now waiting to be charged. Well dats wat my warrant said. Den...financial probs. Dont know wat i do w the money. My life...getting worst and worst everyday. Today morning...my hp N72 was stolen. Tell me...isnt dat worst?!

Im just fed up with it! Fed up with my life! Work? I just gave up! I don care abt it animore!Everyday is a damn shit day! I felt shit everyday in work! So as my life. In my mind...its all messed up. I do laugh...I do smile but dat is the outside. Inside? Onli god noes.

My happiness still out there...somewhere. Still nt with me.

Im tired of living...I dont feel lyke doing aniting animore. All i want is to be alone...stupid FAD! U ARE ALONE!!!

Im nt strong animore...Im fragile nw...

Why has my life became lyke dis? So shitty life. Wat did i do wrong?

Bye FAD

2006-11-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

Today its was a jln raye day. Had a fun day. Altogether was 6 of us. Me,Sha,Nisa,Hawe,Abu and Ian.

Fetch Sha from her home. Suppose to mit at 1130 but she's late. Den we off to yishun to mit hawe and abu. Both of dem look so cute together. Den we went to pasir ris,taking bus 39 to nisa's house. I was sleeping in the bus as usual. Reach there around 1:20pm. We were at nisa's house for 2 hrs. Why? It is because we watch a movie called 'FEAST'. The movie quite ok uh but gore.

After nisa's house...we off to simie. Ian's house. At there we watch another movie called 'GARFIELD'. We were laughing away while eating the kueh's. Especially the brownies. Both hawe and abu were lyke a hungry animal wen they saw the brownies.

We were inside the mrt to simei

Den we go to hawe's house at KAMPONG ARANG. Its in the middle of SPORE. Reali! At there...it was raining so heavily that we were all wet. Oredi hungry and wet. Hais...

Inside hawe's house...hawe fried us a fish fingers with cheese. Quite ok uh except for the cheese. But wat to do. oredi so hungry we just eat wat we can.

Me and nisa in the bus

Since the rain has stop...we off to abu's house at woodlands. Inside the mrt...from ct hall till woddlands,we were laughing nonstop. Thanks to me! HAHA! Make all those stupid jokes.

At abu's house...we dont stay too long coz its oredi 8 wen we reached there. Eat the kuehs abit den watch SMALLVILLE den we off to sha's house. We ate mee soto ayam. NICE! We put alot scoop of sambal. I named sha's house and now its called 'CLUB DANGUT'. HAHA! Because outside her house lyke a club with the lampu kelap kelip and the flowers pot. I was dancing wen otw to her door and after coming out of her house. HAHA!

Dikir Barat...mana mao carik? HAHA!

Finally off to my house! Last house of the day. Reached my house around 10. Eating my mum's mee rebus. Mine and theirs fav! Watching senario at suria.

Suppose to a fun shot but i spoilt it. HEE!

The real fun shot. HAHA!

There i was...promoting a malay magazines. HAHA!

Around 1030...both hawe and abu went home. except for sha,nisa and ian. Lpak for a while until 1130.

Got to wake up early tomorow. Gt duty! AARRRGGGHHH! Tired man!

Aite wanna slp nw.

2006-11-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

Finally im back to blogging since SHA been asking me to blog. Lifes have been hard for me these past few weeks. All is abt work. Got alot of troubles lately. 1 by 1 problems comes to me. Haiz...everyday im worried abt myself...scared that i will be seriously in trouble.

Not onli been worried abt myself but worrying abt my blood...HALIM. Tomorrow he will get an order by the head of ktsc. Im just scared that he will go DB(Detention Barrack). ARMY JAILED. I just hoping he's not goin in. Been worried for him...

Getting bored with my work. Seldom driving these past few weeks. Everyday go nthing to do. Den wen were ask abt my mileage and ask y so little and i replied nt having so much dtail. But still got blamed for nt asking for it...but they dont know that i've been asking yet dey don give me. So wat am i suppose to do? Other ppl gt detail everyday even their mileage is more than 2000 plus. mine is just 1700+. Everyday i just sit inside the rest room having my thumb stuck into my ass.

So many things in my head. My work...my life...so messed up.

2006-10-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

Now its 3+ in the morning. Just got back from watching soccer with my frens at the coffee shop nearby. Im hungry rite now...never ate the whole day. Watched 2 matches. Liverpool vs Aston Villa and Newcastle vs Charlton.

At GV Yishun...theres was alot of tamil nation. HAHA! Today got tamil movie. So many of them.

Long time i have not seen a movie...dont know y. The last time i watched is X-MEN 3 with someone. After dat...no more. Dat was the last one.

I hurt my left ankle again. Its hurts.

Today i will visit my late dad and grandpa's grave with my cousin simce the 1st day of hari raya i nvr got to visit dem. So today i will visit dem. miss my dad and my grandpa. especially my dad. nvr get to know him very much and get loved from him.

He died wen i was very little. Wen i was in pri 1. Puasa time dat year. I wish he was here. He who is the one who introduce me wrestling. He nvr failed to watched wrestling. Until i was born...and i too watched wrestling. bought the figures. i have a lot a collection of the wrestling figures. i even wrestled at home from young till now. The wrestling are now still in my blood. My fav wrestle till now is BRET "THE HITMAN" HART. He was the best wrestler of all time.

My current dad is no chance can be compared to my late dad. Much Much Much better than my current dad.

Miss my grandpa too. Miss his milo. his milo was just rite. I remember everytime i came to his house...i would for his milo. nthing else except for his milo. he died wen i was in pri 3 or 4.

Aite. got to sleep now. have to wake up later on. i will update more later on aite? byez.

Now its 730pm. Eating my kerepek pisang and listening to IT'S MY LIFE by BON JOVI. It quite boring actuali. Gt nthing to do. Except listening to music and do some shit stuff in my comp.

Been trying to change my blog skin...but its makes me got a headache. Haiz...i feel so bored. Tomorrow and tues i on off. Got no plans. Dont know wat to do.

Got a lot of things in my head now. Problem just keep coming.

I tink im gonna sleep...